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Mar 28, 2007, 12:28 AM
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. . .seems simple enough. I'm totally alone. My children are with their father and I don't have a soul around. I hate being alone. I just want to fall asleep but I can't. I just sit on the couch, flipping through channels and thoughts in my brain.
My mind, what a curse. I seems to logically know what I should and shouldn't do. I just want a mind eraser or find someone to fill this cavern. I wonder why people don't call me? I wonder why I don't have a friend in this world. The only people I do have are my kids and they are gone for the time being. Oh, my parent did call tonight but I hadn't heard a peep since the kids have been gone. Why now? Why tonight? It's been six days. . .I just don't get it. I guess I don't know how to be in any type of relationship. I either say too much or not enough. I let all the walls down or build them higher. I can't get it right. . . |
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Mar 28, 2007, 01:14 PM
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 ((((((((((((((( Frozen_Heart ))))))))))))))) You expressed how I feel sometimes (except I don't have kids). It sucks  You're welcome to share my honey pot and I hope you feel better soon 
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Mar 28, 2007, 01:22 PM
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Hello Frozen Heart.
I am sorry you are feeling this way at this time. Perhaps if you sought therapy, a therapist can help you learn how to get the support you need in life. Chat is also available here at Psych central, and you are welcome to come and chat as well. Please feel free to use the support boards and chat that is available here at Psych Central so you dont have to feel alone or feel that you have no support system.Thre are many compassionate people at Psych Central that are more than willing to give you some of the support you may be needing at ths time. Take care Soidhonia
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Mar 28, 2007, 02:52 PM
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hi
when my two oldest were little they would stay at there dads for the weekends, i used to wake early because it was so quiet, that was long before we started using a computer, even this evening one of my girls is staying at a hostell and the quiet just gets to much nearly as much as the noise gets to much, i am always looking for things to do, as i hate sitting around doing nothing, a few years ago i decided i had to stop relying on other people and learnt to drive now if i get restless i go out in the car even if it is to the shop or for a walk, i have lots of friends but they rarely call me if i want another adult conversation i have to go to them, sorry you are feeling lonely at the moment, you are welcome to pm if you want to chat or there is allways ppl around willing to go into chat to talk or offer suport
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Mar 28, 2007, 05:29 PM
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(((((((frozen_Heart))))))))))))
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Mar 29, 2007, 05:58 PM
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((((((((((((((((((Frozen Heart))))))))))))))))
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Mar 29, 2007, 06:59 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((frozen heart))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Mar 29, 2007, 10:20 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((frozen heart))))))))))))))))))))))
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Mar 30, 2007, 03:20 PM
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((((Everyone))))) Thanks for listening. Just a quick response to a couple of comments. I was going to therapy every two weeks, which was beneficial but I have no insurance and I was adding to a bill. Once it got to $700, I quit going. I would love to go, it really had positive affects but I just can't afford to grow a new bill. So, in conjunction with ended therapy, I'm no longer on meds. I think I might have experienced a larger difficulty since I just ended them one day.
Someone else mentioned, calling people. Which I would normally do, just I get to certain point and 'I'm' tired of being the person who always calls. On 2/8, I was probably having a breakdown and realized then my phone doesn't ring. I just thought friendships ran both ways. So I deleted every single number I had. It's now 3/30, guess how many have wondered what happened? None, other than my parent and one sibling. I interact with them on a regular basis but, still, neither was a call for support. I have no idea what I want to say now. I just wish I can just get up and do something. I'm just in the routine of 'nothing' that it's hard to stop. I wish I had someone who would come visit me at my house or show a little interest. I need outside contact. . . |
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Mar 31, 2007, 12:02 AM
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I am sorry that you are unable to continue your therapy right now. Have you considered trying some of the counceling available through local governments? Some people have found some support there.
It can feel so lonely sometimes. I am sorry that your friends don't seem to be very supportive right now. I want you to know that I am here for you and I care. Please be safe.
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Apr 15, 2007, 01:37 PM
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I tried local governments, no help.
A local college, however, offers therapy, it helps to train their new graduates.
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Apr 15, 2007, 01:55 PM
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I'd feel a little awkard, but I would take whatever I can get. Take as much help as you can. I am so sorry you are going through this but just be strong.
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Apr 15, 2007, 02:02 PM
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(((((((((Frozen_Heart)))))))))))))))))
I hope you're finally getting some sleep.
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Apr 15, 2007, 03:30 PM
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((((((((((((((( Frozen_Heart )))))))))))))))))
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