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Old Nov 28, 2017, 02:00 PM
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I am continuing disturbed....it scares me...I don't want to be in that wanna die place again...I am taking 5 mg valium twice today...I am taking coffee twice today..and I am watching what words coming out of my mouth...went for a walk...I am not liking some people right now
I am hoping that this little extra treatment... will turn me up some....I hope...
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Old Nov 28, 2017, 02:05 PM
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I am hoping that this little extra treatment... will turn me up some....I hope...
I am sure it will
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Old Nov 28, 2017, 02:24 PM
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I am continuing disturbed....it scares me...I don't want to be in that wanna die place again...I am taking 5 mg valium twice today...I am taking coffee twice today..and I am watching what words coming out of my mouth...went for a walk...I am not liking some people right now
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Old Nov 30, 2017, 07:45 AM
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I am a psychiatrist...I don't feel like a psychiatrist...how did I ever get here...
I don't know anything....I cant even fix my own problems..
it is really tough for all of us...where do we turn with all this crap out there..
I give up....I give in...I am tired of fighting

I need help with my mind...my body...and my spirit...
you all are helping me here...

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Old Nov 30, 2017, 04:44 PM
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Old Nov 30, 2017, 06:16 PM
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I am a psychiatrist...I don't feel like a psychiatrist...how did I ever get here...
I don't know anything....I cant even fix my own problems..
it is really tough for all of us...where do we turn with all this crap out there..
I give up....I give in...I am tired of fighting

I need help with my mind...my body...and my spirit...
you all are helping me here...
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Old Dec 02, 2017, 07:44 AM
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i am alone...i am scared...
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Old Dec 02, 2017, 08:36 AM
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Why are u alone?
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Old Dec 02, 2017, 08:42 AM
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Why are u alone?
i have always been alone and scared....
i tried so hard to be connected and not afraid...
but here i am alone and afraid....i am now going to accept it as just me..
i am not going to try so hard....i am just going to be me...
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Old Dec 02, 2017, 08:52 AM
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It’s good you are reaching out on here. What is something you did for fun way back, before depression began bullying you?
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Old Dec 02, 2017, 09:26 AM
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thanks sugarbeeme....my first breakdown changed my life for ever....i had fun before that...and i have had some fun after...but i am alone now...i am not connected with anyone...no one...i do not trust anyone to be able to accept me as is...without some negative judgement...
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Old Dec 02, 2017, 09:34 AM
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i am first a person with a mental illness...and then comes all the other stuff like being very old...i am still dealing with a mental illness after most of my life...off and on again..
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Old Dec 05, 2017, 08:47 AM
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I don't understand why we beat ourselves up so much....maybe we would like to beat up some other people...we even kill ourselves...what is going on
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Old Dec 05, 2017, 09:27 AM
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I am really shy and sensitive...that is me...I do not speak up...I need to just say what I am about...both good and bad...with the people I know...there are certain persons that are toxic and they will never hear what I really think...I will not spend my time with them...
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Old Dec 05, 2017, 11:42 AM
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.. >> toxic persons ggrrrrrrrr <<

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Old Dec 05, 2017, 05:45 PM
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.. >> toxic persons ggrrrrrrrr <<

yes fuzzy ...I thought I was crazy...
they are the crazy ones...
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Old Dec 06, 2017, 03:01 AM
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thanks sugarbeeme....my first breakdown changed my life for ever....i had fun before that...and i have had some fun after...but i am alone now...i am not connected with anyone...no one...i do not trust anyone to be able to accept me as is...without some negative judgement...
Same with me but I don't care about the negative judgement.
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Old Dec 06, 2017, 10:54 AM
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Old Dec 06, 2017, 05:49 PM
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Old Dec 07, 2017, 07:44 AM
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I was not a strong enough person to practice psychiatry without breaking down...
the responsibility was too great for me...I was not able to deal with all the suffering...
I could have turned to drugs but I didn't thank goodness...and I didn't end up dead...
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Old Dec 09, 2017, 06:40 AM
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My depression is returning. It has been very bad since y'day. Also a bad back pain and whole body pain. I can't take an anti-depressant as it causes aggression attacks in me after a few weeks of taking it. Maybe I can make it into half and take it for one week during the severe depression phase, say a couple of weeks, and then drop it?
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Old Dec 09, 2017, 11:34 AM
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My depression is returning. It has been very bad since y'day. Also a bad back pain and whole body pain. I can't take an anti-depressant as it causes aggression attacks in me after a few weeks of taking it. Maybe I can make it into half and take it for one week during the severe depression phase, say a couple of weeks, and then drop it?
whatever works for you...I think you need a good therapist that will talk with you about your life and how to reconnect with people...like a boyfriend
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Old Dec 15, 2017, 05:03 AM
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whatever works for you...I think you need a good therapist that will talk with you about your life and how to reconnect with people...like a boyfriend
Where do you find one of those therapists? Also, where do you find one of those boyfriends?
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Old Dec 15, 2017, 05:17 AM
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Where do you find one of those therapists? Also, where do you find one of those boyfriends?


excellent question ....I am not an expert at finding a good therapist or a boyfriend...but I do know what it takes to recover ....desiree has to do this...it is very hard....she needs this...maybe others here have some ideas..we could have a new thread-----how to find a good therapist and a good friend.....

maybe the first step is a good friend...how do you find a good friend..

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Old Dec 15, 2017, 11:23 AM
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excellent question ....I am not an expert at finding a good therapist or a boyfriend...but I do know what it takes to recover ....desiree has to do this...it is very hard....she needs this...maybe others here have some ideas..we could have a new thread-----how to find a good therapist and a good friend.....

maybe the first step is a good friend...how do you find a good friend..
Good post little turtle

Thank you for not always recommending “medication” or .....

...........

(I already know about those things )

Good idea for a new thread
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