Endless sadness

It never seems to end. Day after day, on and on it goes. Everyday from the time I wake up until I take my sleeping pill to end the day. The sadness is forever there.

Each day is such an effort. I want so much to find peace. I find it nowhere. Death becomes a constant thought. I know it's wrong, I know I have to keep on going. That doesn't make it easier.

Meds aren't working, therapy is not working, ECT didn't work. There are no answers.

Never ending sorrow, sadness, discouragement, hopelessness and desperation

Please let it end...

((((((((Kebsfroggy)))))))))))

Thanks Pickle

The hug smiley is really nice isn't it?

Yes, I really like it.

Want another hug?

You need to ask?

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lol
I think that should tie you over for a little while. But just in case...

I hope it gets better for you, Kebs. I hope the fog lifts. It sucks being depressed.

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I feel the same way. Sorry I don't have any words of wisdom. Just that I can understand and that your not alone, I know that is not really helpful. It sucks going through life this way. I don't think people that don't go through this get it. I know people around me don't. They think I'm nuts. All I can say is that I'll pray for you and all of us suffering.

Take Care,

Bree.

(((((kebs))))) i know how you feel. although i haven't done ect treatments, and don't want to do that, i know what it did to you. funny that i'm trying to convince myself to do it. day to day, it's torture. it's a struggle to keep my hopes alive. i had to file an appeal with my insurance company, since they refused to cover for my vns therapy. even if they still refuse, my husband won't take no for an answer and will find a way for me to get it, even if it means paying for it ourselves. he totally supports me getting the vns therapy. i should hear from my insurance company on their decision in 2 weeks.

Thanks Pickle for all the hugs. They help

Thanks so much my FuzzyBear friend

If you are going through this too, no words of wisdom are needed. People just don't understand. Thanks for your thoughts.

hope your insurance company decided to help out. I'm still waiting to hear on my request. If it doesn't come through we'll never be able to afford it.

We seem to grab at the littlest hope but it never seems to work out.

Appreciate your response. Thanks

we probably can't really afford it, but the possibility is to find a way by doing a payment plan of some sort that we could do. my hubby is willing to do whatever it takes for me to get the vns therapy. *sigh* need the pain to stop, somehow. it's been daily and continuous for so long. it's like i'm dying in a literal way.

Sending hugs your way>>>>>>>>>>>

(((((((( kebsfroggy ))))))) Hang in there.

i hate neverending sadness. it SUCKS!
I have hopes for you. I really hope that it does end soon.

Thanks Pegasus and Fuzzy

I appreciate your warm thoughts.

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Lots and lots of hugs.

Yes it does Ally
It sucks big time.

Thanks for all the hugs Muffy.

This deep dark sadness has got to end. I'm running out of that last bit of hope.