It seemed like it was a pretty good day at work but not so good at home. This morning got off to a bad start as I had burned my breakfast. And then I accidently knocked off my hair trimmer and a piece of it broke off. But I was able to piece it back together. I thought that this is going to be "one of those days".

On the way to work a bell went off in my dash in the car saying "low tire pressure". I just had my tires filled with proper air pressure. I rechecked it later to see if it was true. It was! I had an air leak in one of the tires.

After work I went to a tire store. I had to wait a while to have it done (two hours) because it was very busy there. I had a nail in one of the tires. They took care of it, NO CHARGE. That was great. But after leaving there, things went downhill and on a roll.

After leaving the tire place, I took a wrong turn and ended up in a traffic jam. I got home tired and it was late, so I ended up getting a take out instead of my own cooking, which I prefer. After dinner I went to the pool area and there were jerks. And then after that I went to take a shower and there was no hot water. It's the first time that I never got hot water at my place. And it's a cold night.

[introspectiveme]

I feel like I'm in a grunge music video.

[Albatross2008]

If it isn't one thing, it's twenty others. Probably some kind of inner ear infection going on now. I'll need to go to the doctor as soon as I can get an appointment. I turn my head, the world spins.

[Sunflower123]

We’re cleaning out my mom’s fiancé’s house which is packed with antiques and rehoming his dogs. His son is autistic and would sell a $2,000 antique bowl for $10 plus he said he just wouldn’t do it. He would throw it away. He said for us to just take the antiques home. I’ve never wrapped up the odds and ends of business for someone who has passed. It’s unsettling (depression and anxiety).

On the bright side, I’m spending time in a really nice house and learning a lot about antiques. This isn’t about me...it’s about my mom. Just wish I could convince my emotions of that.

Much love to all.

[regretful]

Bit of a bundle of nerves this morning...pending appointment with a new MD who was recommended by a friend...I'm tired, sad, lonely and depressed - that's what I'll tell the doc, and we'll see where it goes from there. Sometimes I wish I could tolerate the side-effects of medications, but I cannot...so off to this doc I go...wishing all of you a moment or two of peace on this day.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by regretful

Bit of a bundle of nerves this morning...pending appointment with a new MD who was recommended by a friend...I'm tired, sad, lonely and depressed - that's what I'll tell the doc, and we'll see where it goes from there. Sometimes I wish I could tolerate the side-effects of medications, but I cannot...so off to this doc I go...wishing all of you a moment or two of peace on this day.

Good luck with the new MD. I wish you the best.

[PsychNitrous]

Feeling a little better since T called me last night. I've got at least one appointment before January. Last night was rough though, I couldn't stop crying for some reason. I'd get ok and stop, but if my boyfriend said anything to me I'd start again. I don't know what was going on with me.

[MatBell]

In my bed now after a long day. Day 3 of my new job. Very stressful today and it kinda scared me. Don't know if I can handle a lot of those days. It's too much for me. I just don't know...

I have a hard time writing down how I feel. I wish for some peace soon. I feel I've been on a long journey of struggling.

[regretful]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

Good luck with the new MD. I wish you the best.

Thanks...long, expensive visit, and a request for some rather expensive blood tests - have to be either a prince or a pauper to get alternative medicine, I guess. So, the jury is out on whether or not I follow through, mainly due to the costs associated (today's visit was over $700)...I'll keep you posted.

[Albatross2008]

Little bit of an inner ear infection going on after a bout with the flu earlier. Basically I'm still sidelined, because I can't turn my head without the world doing somersaults.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by regretful

Thanks...long, expensive visit, and a request for some rather expensive blood tests - have to be either a prince or a pauper to get alternative medicine, I guess. So, the jury is out on whether or not I follow through, mainly due to the costs associated (today's visit was over $700)...I'll keep you posted.

Over $700...wow. I hope things work out and you get some relief. You deserve it.

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by disparaissant

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[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by Arbie

Little bit of an inner ear infection going on after a bout with the flu earlier. Basically I'm still sidelined, because I can't turn my head without the world doing somersaults.

I had that too, a few months ago. The nursing home didn't do anything to help me. :/ I hope it will clear up for you soon.

Originally Posted by will19

It seemed like it was a pretty good day at work but not so good at home. This morning got off to a bad start as I had burned my breakfast. And then I accidently knocked off my hair trimmer and a piece of it broke off. But I was able to piece it back together. I thought that this is going to be "one of those days".

On the way to work a bell went off in my dash in the car saying "low tire pressure". I just had my tires filled with proper air pressure. I rechecked it later to see if it was true. It was! I had an air leak in one of the tires.

After work I went to a tire store. I had to wait a while to have it done (two hours) because it was very busy there. I had a nail in one of the tires. They took care of it, NO CHARGE. That was great. But after leaving there, things went downhill and on a roll.

After leaving the tire place, I took a wrong turn and ended up in a traffic jam. I got home tired and it was late, so I ended up getting a take out instead of my own cooking, which I prefer. After dinner I went to the pool area and there were jerks. And then after that I went to take a shower and there was no hot water. It's the first time that I never got hot water at my place. And it's a cold night.

Your day was so full of things. Great that you could manage them.

For me, I got bugged by anxiety attacks y'day aft and felt a lot tired too so I slept almost the entire eve. I also slept over 8hrs in the night. Today morn I m feeling a lot better. Hope today would be good.

It was not busy at work today. But today has been a better day for me emotionally than yesterday and last night. I worked out and it went well. Went to the pool area an no one there to bother me like last night. There's no hot water in my place still. I contacted the HOA about it but got no answer back. My next door neighbor is having the very same problem.

Originally Posted by will19

It was not busy at work today. But today has been a better day for me emotionally than yesterday and last night. I worked out and it went well. Went to the pool area an no one there to bother me like last night. There's no hot water in my place still. I contacted the HOA about it but got no answer back. My next door neighbor is having the very same problem.

No hot water in winter must be really bad.

[katydid777]

I have been ill for a few days, but I feel better today, I hope today is going to be better.

[Kote]

I feel ok, I think. Except for the anxiousness that I can't seem to shake. My body always feels tense, like a coil ready to spring. It's exhausting. It might have to do with a few coworkers leaving. It feels like they're moving on and I'm stuck there. But I just have to remember that I'm making more money than they were. I probably would leave as well if I was making what they were. I feel like I need to think that way to keep me from spiraling. Does that make me a bad person? Also, I emailed a low cost therapy center that a friend recommended to me to set up a session. It's been a day and I haven't heard back yet so that's also making me anxious.

I don't know how I feel. I feel upset and crappy. I don't feel like myself. My dog is getting weaker and I feel so upset about it.

[regretful]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

Over $700...wow. I hope things work out and you get some relief. You deserve it.

Still no decision, but I'm leaning away from following through...two blood tests at 700 each...too rich for my blood...I can attend a lot of individual therapy for that amount of money...or go on a vacation, which I sorely need.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by regretful

Still no decision, but I'm leaning away from following through...two blood tests at 700 each...too rich for my blood...I can attend a lot of individual therapy for that amount of money...or go on a vacation, which I sorely need.

That’s a good way to look at it. Do you think a vacation and a change of scenery might do you some good?

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by katydid777

I have been ill for a few days, but I feel better today, I hope today is going to be better.

I hope today is going to be better as well. I’m glad you are feeling better. How did the treatment go?

[katydid777]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I hope today is going to be better as well. I’m glad you are feeling better. How did the treatment go?

The treatment just turned out to be a shot I will have to have for the rest of my life, but by the time I got home I was starting to feel ill. I feel a bit better today, but not to my normal. I hope soon. I did manage to make it out of bed today, so I am hopeful I am on the right track. Thank you so much for asking, it means a lot.

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

I don't know how I feel. I feel upset and crappy. I don't feel like myself. My dog is getting weaker and I feel so upset about it.

So sorry about your doggy