not a bad day.

only thing that really ruined it for me was the fireworks outside my window.

so triggering...

Well, as it turned out, my friend called me at 11:15 this morning and said that he wanted to come over. He was not sure of the trolley schedules. I had just prepared lunch for myself when he called. Normally he would have called much earlier. From the sound of things he was going to go to the trolley station near his house at that time. And then I would pick him up at a trolley station near my place. At noon I called and he had not left his house. I had made plans for this afternoon. So I figured it's going to be quite a while that he would get to my place. I had planned to go to the bank and I needed to get there before 2. It's a bit of a ways from where I live. So I decided to postpone our time together.

I've said this before, I really wish I have another friend beside him. I need someone who is around my age and would not have transportation issues. Also someone I would have a lot more in common with, unlike he and I. Especially someone who understands me. I had a real good friend like that one time and he had lived next door to me. He moved out and had changed to the point that I didn't like him anymore. It's so hard to make friends these days.

[Deilla]

Doing Okay this morning. Just installed some new games on my PC. Plan to relax today and maybe do a bit of cooking.

just starting to recover.

I've been in a lot of chronic pain today.. made things difficult to do

but feel a little better this afteernoon- not 100 percent but I do have more energy

[DP_2017]

Really bad day today, everything feels so hopeless. I wish I could talk to my T but I'm not allowed to on weekends, so instead I sit with my family and pretend to be happy. Sigh.

[Deilla]

Feeling depressed. It's been a long day. I mostly did housework. Not sure what to do with myself now. Maybe just go to bed.

Another weekend has gone by. Nothing too eventful happened. I didn't spend some time with anyone. I dread going to work tomorrow. I felt like I had some unfinished business last Friday. Things have been out of routine at work lately.

I had some good food today, got out a bit. Not much though. Worried, anxious, depressed a bit but still hopeful.

[Sunflower123]

Doing ok this morning...going into another busy week.

Warm wishes for everyone to have a peaceful Monday. Sending hugs to those that need them.

[Deilla]

Very quiet day. Did some housework. Slept a lot. Feeling depressed tonight. Not sure how I will spend my evening. I guess just go to bed.

Wish I could sleep well. Not anxious, not depressed, but I don't know what I'm here for if I can't be of help to anyone.

[SheHulk07]

I'm feeling very triggered tonight. Found out one of internet friend's partner died tonight.

[lotusblossom19]

It's sucks in a major way when you work up the courage to seek professional help after being scared because of insufficient help in the past only to be treated with the type of insensitivity that sent you seeking professional help in the first darn place. If you can see someone is already on the edge, it's a good time to make an effort to be gentle with how you word things, especially when your literal job is to assist people with mental health issues. I mean really, how hard is this to understand? I don't think I'm being unreasonable when it comes to this. I just want some relief for Christ's sake.

[lotusblossom19]

Originally Posted by SheHulk07

I'm feeling very triggered tonight. Found out one of internet friend's partner died tonight.

Wow, I'm sorry to hear this. I offer sincere sympathy during this difficult time.

[Smith89]

Hello I’m new I’m having a tougher time than usual dealing with my depression. I’ll give a back story of what’s going on

[Smith89]

Hello everyone I’m new I’m dealing with my depression and anxiety basically taking over my life all the things leading to this have become overwhelming any advice

[Rose76]

I'm doing fairly okay.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Smith89

Hello I’m new I’m having a tougher time than usual dealing with my depression. I’ll give a back story of what’s going on

Hello and a warm welcome to PC. I’m glad you are here.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Smith89

Hello everyone I’m new I’m dealing with my depression and anxiety basically taking over my life all the things leading to this have become overwhelming any advice

Do you have a therapist and/or psychiatrist to get some relief? I hope you feel better soon.

[Sunflower123]

This SAD and daylight savings time is kicking my butt. I’ll be ok one minute and think I’ve escaped it then be down in the dumps the next. I’ve been on the couch the entire day although I’ve had things that had to be done and appointments to keep. I can feel the spiral and it scares me. It’s overwhelming me.

My daughter is struggling a great deal and I’m trying to manage that from here. I had really hoped (and still do) that she has not inherited my mental illness. She’ll see a pdoc in December for diagnosis. It breaks my heart.

I’m going to try to remain positive and do as someone on another forum advised someone else: take it bird by bird. Good advice.

Sending hugs to those that need them.

deffenetly one of those days where you just think what's the point?

why am I here?

I honestly don't know why things are so bad half the time, I think half the time I'm just fed up of life and thinking... oh not again, and half the time i just focus on all my regrets

like today.. not really much of a reason to be depressed,

but you know... today I sat in a chair and filled up on junkfood

go me. where's my medal. that sort of thing

[mountainstream]

[Deilla]

Left the house today. I went to visit family and had a really nice time. I feel pretty good tonight. I think I will sleep well.

My son is sick today and refuses to stay at hospital. I can't handle both my own and his problems. I miss an old friend so much. He'd tell me that I can do this and stop reaching for another beer. I'm going to be ok. Son will too. Take it one day at a time. I want a good sleep so badly.

Originally Posted by Smith89

Hello everyone I’m new I’m dealing with my depression and anxiety basically taking over my life all the things leading to this have become overwhelming any advice

Keep posting. It takes 5 posts to approve so you see them. Best wishes to you