[californian1]

Well, I’ve had a pretty bad series of days, went to work conference and wound up getting drunk with coworkers and making a fool of myself. Now I have to return to work tomorrow and face everyone, ugg. I just want to hide.

It was a slow day at work, so the day dragged. I took a test on line for anxiety and it turned out that I scored very high. Not only I got the number score, also got a comprehensive analysis about my anxiety. It really got me down because the analysis said that my anxiety can cause health and relationship problems. I didn't read the analysis that much because I didn't have time, but I will read it when I get a chance. I suppose it's true that it can cause me health and relationship issues. I feel like I'm doomed.

The things that needs repairing at where I live still has not been attended to. I'm really getting mad at the HOA. They take our money and don't do a thing!

[SheHulk07]

Originally Posted by Smileonmyface

Still sick and my nipple is in serious pain from breastfeeding. My son has been latching on with his teeth and I have a deep gash. I know the obvious solution is to stop breastfeeding but him and I are just not ready. I don't expect people to understand.
reached out this morning trying to help and got turned down. don't think I'm going to reach out anymore. also talked to my therapist for the last time as I am switching in two weeks to my old therapist again and my old place. grateful that all worked out but it was weird not being able to say goodbye in person. i will miss her.

((Hugs)) That sounds painful! Whenever mine latches like that, I push her face into my boob more to make her latch wider. Or sometimes I have to take her off and rematch. I hope you have some cream to put on it.

I guess much the same as yesterday

struggling a lot with self care and wondering why I am here

not suicidal (yet), but I'm certainly not improving any- which I suppose is a good thing, at least I am not getting worse for now

[Fuzzybear]

Also struggling with self care

[Smileonmyface]

morning started off with neighbor asking me to drive her friend all over. i said no. got two calls from the school for help with my daughter. finally. i was very grateful. had some fun playing video games. not a bad day at all. a little disappointed that what i thought was friendship is not really turning out that way. just reinforces my distrust of people. sometimes i think staying alone helps my mental health. when i become friendly with people i tend to obsess about it, overthink it, try to be like them because i think everyone is better than me. it gets messy. it is easier alone.

[sky457]

Lonely...hoping for someone...

[Albatross2008]

I have a broken tooth. No idea how it happened. I just unconsciously touched it with my tongue and noticed there was a piece missing. Painful when touching hot or cold. Appointment tomorrow afternoon.

[Deilla]

I've been busy the past couple of days with my car. Had to have the battery replaced and get it serviced. Today I'm just staying home and relaxing. Going to do some chores, maybe paint today. I fired my therapist. She was annoying me. It was online therapy. I feel so at peace now. I plan to have a nice day. Hope everyone is doing well. (((Hugs))) to those who need it.

[Fuzzybear]

[Rose76]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Fuzzy, your use of graphics is so poignant. I do hope the sun comes out in bearland quite soon.

[SlumberKitty]

Feeling blah and sleepy today so I know I'm feeling depressed. Just feeling out of sorts I guess.

[Smileonmyface]

had an ok day. oldest was home sick. not feeling too anxious yet tonight so that's a plus.

[downandlonely]

Was feeling sick this morning, so I took off work. But I feel much better now. Guess it was just a cold.

Slow today at work. Went bike riding after work. The pool area is now back to working now. I went down there and it was very nice. No one bothered me.

[zapatoes]

Tired, sad, want to date again sometime and want to feel like dating again sometime. Ok feel the pressure to date and be in a couple but yet see a friend going through a divorce and feeling lucky to be free and no hassles.

I'm just glad this week has ended

started bad, and is ending bad.

I have nothing to say.. not feeling great

[SeekerOfLife]

Why?.....

[Md54]

Hello im new here and i have manic depression but im doing ok right now how about everyone else

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Md54

Hello im new here and i have manic depression but im doing ok right now how about everyone else

Welcome to PC.

emotionally I am coping okay.

that said my self- care is minimal and I have no motivation

something certainly gone inside me.. not sure what though

[Smileonmyface]

Baby's first birthday was yesterday. today we are having some company for cake and dinner but luckily it is only two adults I don't think I could handle anymore.
Grateful for a lot of things going right right now.
Trying to focus on that.

[Fuzzybear]

Grrrrrrrr

Very busy today with the cleaning and shopping. That's about it. Feeling OK.

[SheHulk07]

Trying to hang in there today...been feeling very irritable and snapping at people. Also been so exhausted, all I want to do is sleep but hard to do that with kids