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#1
Aug 22, 2018, 09:32 PM
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Do not read if you’re easily triggered or feeling vulnerable
Possible trigger:
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 eskielover, MickeyCheeky, mote.of.soul, Purple,Violet,Blue, Raindropvampire, Rohag, ShadowGX, Thirty shades
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#2
Aug 22, 2018, 10:20 PM
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  Why did they hate the bear cub? 
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#3
Aug 22, 2018, 10:32 PM
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Why speak fuzzy cub? They don’t want to listen
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#4
Aug 23, 2018, 12:15 AM
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I agree it's so hard to get help in this country.
It was so hard for me to even get diagnosed when I knew there was something wrong. One time I went to the doctor's and tried to explain how depressed I am and that I didn't know what to do. When my appointment was finished the doctor looked at the man in the waiting room who had an injured leg . He apologized to him so deeply that he had to wait and then he gave me look. I know he had felt that I had wasted his time and that my problem was nonsense - he hadn't even offered me any support . He saw the man with the broken leg and saw that that is Real patient with a real reason to need his help. I had just wasted his time and delayed him from seeing his real patients ! Yes in this country a broken leg is very real . A broken soul is just as serious if not worse but it is invisible there fore the problem is not real and we are just wasting their time. How dare I have tried to seek help when I was living in hell ? |
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#5
Aug 23, 2018, 03:14 AM
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I strongly believe you should avoid reading into things too much. Don't worry I do it too.
As for the pills, well.... You want to be in on a secret of mine. I don't read anything to get me mad. I enjoy YouTube motivation and coping videos. Every day I'm really sorry Fuzzy, I also sometimes forget that you read posts that may trigger you too. But I come in peace, and this speech is awesome and it drives me forward. My only hope is that you're accepting that you, me, every one holds on for the life raft. But also, Let me tell you something you already know.... Xx |
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#6
Aug 23, 2018, 03:22 AM
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(((((Fuzzy))))) just leaving you some hugs because I care
 And here's some love as well 
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| Fuzzybear, mote.of.soul, Purple,Violet,Blue, Thirty shades
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#7
Aug 23, 2018, 04:32 AM
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sounds so much like when I was first looking for therapy. the doctor actually said to me that he could devote 5 minits of his time per week to help me (5 minits), and even that was over the phone- he didn't want me to actually go to the surgery, because acording to him, I was "unworthy", and their were lots more real people in their with " real issues" I eventually changed doctors the new one wasn't really any better, but yeah |
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#8
Aug 23, 2018, 04:34 AM
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I love this analagy to me it's like I could do with it too.. but for a diffrent reason, because I'm depressed every day, I'm low, I'm struggling... change time |
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#9
Aug 23, 2018, 04:44 AM
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#10
Aug 23, 2018, 05:30 AM
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Thinking of you, Fuzzy.
You're right. Speaking out could definitely help others. And listening to you always helps me. |
| Fuzzybear, mote.of.soul, Thirty shades
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#11
Aug 23, 2018, 05:50 AM
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fuzzy what is going on...what are you upset about..
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| Fuzzybear, Purple,Violet,Blue, Thirty shades
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#12
Aug 23, 2018, 10:09 AM
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Life... it hurts too much :-(
TRIGGER Maybe I “should” delete this, it’s true I do get triggered by other people’s posts sometimes, BUT if I ever unintentionally “trigger” even one person then I’m a Criminal. It’s always been that way, one rule for the World and another Ugly Rule for fuzzy bear :-(. ... since early childhood, literally, I can’t freakin “move on” from being me -/ I just read this rant (whine :-( ) Why am I even writing it? Because I haven’t completely “given up” Maybe (?) I read of an 83 (?) year old former maths teacher, an active Right to Die campaigner, who was diagnosed with “one too many chronic illnesses” and refused food and then drink, (and passed away with her family around her) ...her family supported her, they said they were “proud” of her. I know this is potentially triggering stuff. There are always some who want to ram the opinion down our throats that “suicide is selfish and stupid” .. I was taken out of nappies when I was 1 year old because my “tummy was too fat” I was such a “horrible greedy baby” :-( “My therapist” told me I was “a needy child” HOW THE **** DOES THAT “HELP” I’m still “a needy person” according to abusers. I “should” keep to myself and never speak. I “should” swallow the meds I’m allergic to but which (unfortunately) do not kill me :-( I had a similar experience to others here when I first consulted a GP for “help”. His lack of understanding was astonishing. I read what he wrote about me. . HORRIBLE UGLY TWISTING OF MY WORDS AND EXPERIENCES . AND AN UGLY LABEL which was actually true about HIM. He did refer me for “help” as I refused to be fobbed off by his increasingly invalidating and cruel platitudes, the “help” was an Abuser. Now I’m too tired, depressed and scared to subject myself to that sort of “help” again Something else happened with two other “professionals” (irl) - too scary to speak of and why I want to die Not encouraging I know. I was told by one doctor things would “get better” as I “got older”..(I somewhat believed her..) They haven’t So it seems that those who labelled me as “beyond help” were not without some cruel sort of “insight” But still I hang onto that “rope” - for today
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#13
Aug 23, 2018, 10:27 AM
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I thimk you were a warrior in your past life. You have it. Some times i just post because im in a good mood. But ive been unwell, but i make an effot to socialise more,. Not only after they know ..... uuuj i forget
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#14
Aug 23, 2018, 12:40 PM
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 ((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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#15
Aug 23, 2018, 12:57 PM
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As that abusive therapist said to me “I have to get something out of this therapy too” Damn him to the pits of hell Thank you for hanging in there with me ((((((((( Rohag ))))))))) I despise comparing suffering.. it’s usually a “losers” game. But I find your strength and dignity an inspiration, and I regret that like my “strengths”.. some of your strength and wisdom comes from violations and abuses in childhood. Those who haven’t been there will not get it. And many do not even try
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