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Old Dec 05, 2018, 06:06 AM
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Life is a learning process for us all.

Funny how those of us who suffer most, learn that love is the greatest gift of all.

Love and hugs to all those traveling on the AS IS bus today
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Old Dec 05, 2018, 10:33 AM
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Old Dec 05, 2018, 08:41 PM
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Where is the bus and how does one board the bus? Wishing everyone wellness here. Hugs
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Old Dec 06, 2018, 05:50 AM
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Where is the bus and how does one board the bus? Wishing everyone wellness here. Hugs
Welcome to the AS IS bus mugwort. Do you drive at all?

Wishing everyone on the bus today a peaceful trip filled with love, hugs and best wishes.
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Old Dec 06, 2018, 06:06 AM
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what a nice bus here...it makes me happy to see us together..
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Old Dec 06, 2018, 09:29 AM
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I am reading the dorothy rowe book-- why we lie..
on page 212 I see this----------often they have
within them such a huge well of sadness and unwept tears
as well as a storm of unexpressed rage that they fear
to look inward lest they be overwhelmed by a lifetime
of buried emotions"

that could be me
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Old Dec 06, 2018, 10:16 AM
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I started thinking again about leaving my private practice in 1973...
it was such a bad time....I broke down and couldn't do very much..
I wanted such much to help my patients without using drugs...I didn't want to use drugs for them or me...I didn't like the psych drugs...I still don't..


I feel very very bad about leaving my patients..i would say my mental
illness was awful then...

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Old Dec 06, 2018, 10:38 AM
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Old Dec 07, 2018, 11:11 AM
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Old Dec 08, 2018, 04:43 AM
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love to little turtle and all on the bus
Thanks Fuzzy needed that hug this this morning.

Much love to you and everyone on the journey today
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Old Dec 08, 2018, 10:02 AM
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I am starting to read the book-----------peace of mind..
by Joshua loth liebman...I hope it helps me some...
my mind is troubled...
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Old Dec 10, 2018, 08:54 AM
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(((((((BIG HUGS TO EVERYONE ON THE BUS))))))) I have had a hard week, but I will be back on the bus soon!!! LOVE!!!
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Old Dec 10, 2018, 09:17 AM
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(((((((BIG HUGS TO EVERYONE ON THE BUS))))))) I have had a hard week, but I will be back on the bus soon!!! LOVE!!!

sorry about your hard week...glad to have you back...

I am deeply hurt this morning by my wife...
I can't believe the way she was talking to me...
she even used the crazy word about me...
next week is the 64th wedding anniversary date...
I am just feeling hurt...my wife hurt me...
the marriage is not over but my relationship with her
may be over ...I have tried to have intimacy but I have failed...
this could turn into a very serious loss ...
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Old Dec 10, 2018, 10:11 AM
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sorry about your hard week...glad to have you back...

I am deeply hurt this morning by my wife...
I can't believe the way she was talking to me...
she even used the crazy word about me...
next week is the 64th wedding anniversary date...
I am just feeling hurt...my wife hurt me...
the marriage is not over but my relationship with her
may be over ...I have tried to have intimacy but I have failed...
this could turn into a very serious loss ...
(((((((( little turtle ))))))))
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 07:34 AM
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suicide....I just don't understand this...
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 07:43 AM
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I am pretty angry today....very angry
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 07:46 AM
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suicide....I just don't understand this...

I understand why people want to kill other people...
but I don't understand wanting to kill yourself...
I need to learn more about this...
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 08:08 AM
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I just wanted to say good morning to Little T, Fuzzy, and everyone else on the bus!!! (((((((BIG HUGS TO ALL))))))) I have another long Dr. apt this afternoon. I have to layer my cloths, for 1 it is very cold, and the 2nd reason is they always weigh me, and they won't like my weigh. Yesterday I had a long apt yesterday at the infusion center that my H took me to, and I had to layer my cloths for that. I have to go every 6 months for this treatment. They normaly weigh me, but yesterday they just asked me. I told them it was 104, 10 pounds more than I am. I am glad I got through that one without problems, now I need to get through today's apt. Wish me luck. I have had a difficult week, and I don't want to have to deal with them getting on me about my weight.
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 08:13 AM
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I understand why people want to kill other people...
but I don't understand wanting to kill yourself...
I need to learn more about this...
When I am back on the bus, I will help you understand this a little better, from first hand experience!!! (((((((BIG HUGS)))))))
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 08:45 AM
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When I am back on the bus, I will help you understand this a little better, from first hand experience!!! (((((((BIG HUGS)))))))

can you tell me now...and I hope you do ok at your appt...
I need a lot of help....I am abnormal and I am a sinner..
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 08:51 AM
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I am abnormal....my celexa is being stopped gradually...
I think that my emotions are coming out...
they have been suppressed by the celexa ....
so now maybe I can be more real...still abnormal according to others..
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 10:04 AM
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What is abnormal? Who defines abnormal?

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Old Dec 11, 2018, 10:27 AM
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What is abnormal? Who defines abnormal?

There is no normal. We are all unique souls...

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Old Dec 11, 2018, 10:35 AM
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I understand why people want to kill other people...
but I don't understand wanting to kill yourself...
I need to learn more about this...
Emotional pain is very hard to bear. Depression causes our bodies to freeze physically, mentally and emotionally... We don't then feel able to help ourselves. Emotional abandonment of ourself is very dangerous.

That coupled with crippling thoughts about how useless etc. a person feels.

Thoughts that others would be better off without them being a burden.

Our brains are very complicated organs....

More love, understanding, support and respect for others goes a long way.

Much love today Little Turtle.
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Old Dec 11, 2018, 10:35 AM
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I am abnormal because I have a mental illness...
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