why should i be alive????

why should i be alive!i have no job!i have to look after my mum everyday whats the point in me being here!nobody seems to want me!ima waste of space!i irrate everyone including my mum and dad!

Hi Jamesie: Maybe you could check this out and then we could talk a spell; how about it: <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.suicidality.com>http://www.suicidality.com</A>


<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

if ya was dead who would look after your mother? put her in a home? oh im sure she would love that. you cant leave, especially not at 20, got ya whole life ahead of you, make it count, you only get one chance at it.

oh dear lord i sound like my granny!

Marko

Was that supposed to be http://www.suicidal.com? Noticed the link didn't work, but I think suicidal.com has some good info, anyway.

Hi Jamesie, I don't have much to offer, but I know there's more for your life than what you're experiencing now. It could be right around the corner, even - an improvement, that is. Do you have any friends or other family you could talk to? I really recommend you look for someone who can support you, whether it be a friend, therapist, clergy member, or support group. I think I saw in another post that you haven't tried medicine or therapy? If so, please consider them. If you press on I bet there will come a time where you can look back to now and be really glad you fought this monster.

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Matthew 11:28
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.</font color=green> Sounds good...

It was indeed; thanks & good catch, (((((((((Tao)))))))) .

Let me give this another try: <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.suicidal.com>http://www.suicidal.com</A>

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

Hi Jamesie,

If you are 20, my dear friend, you have a whole life in front of you. It will not always go bad even if it seems this way right now. Life has its up and down.

With depression it's very hard to keep optimist and believe positive words that people tells you, about you or about life. Some people found help through medication, therapy, get support in places like this one. Whatever you do, the bottom line is for you not to quit on life because it is filled with good surprises, great people and above all love. You are young, my dear friend, and life is waiting for you. Give it a chance!

Hugs!
nightdream

Trust that you'll figure it out, my dear, and that the universe (or, if you believe, God) has a plan for you. Why else would you be here?

One of my spiritual mentors would say to me, when I felt so depressed and worthless, "God doesn't make any junk."

I wish you love and hugs.

Jamesie,
I know that things must be hard for you right now, but please try to get some help. Suicide is not the answer...for you or for those you love. I have been in a dark place in my life as many of the people on this board have. There is help and options available. Please use them!

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>