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I still feel psychologically beaten after what happened at Thursday! My body feels weighed down. My head feels heavy. I woke up with tears running down my cheek. I will see my therapist later this week. From time to time suicidal thoughts pass through my head.
My plans for today (Sunday): - Take care of myself and (relax and eat properly) - Go to church - Pray Good thoughts and wishes for each one of you! ![]() |
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#852
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#853
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#854
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@Singer47 sorry you're going through that. I hope things get better for you soon.
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#855
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This morning I've done laundry and picked up things in my living room. Later I will straighten up in my bathroom. I might not have to do litter boxes today. Or maybe just one or two. Wishing everyone well this Sunday!
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#857
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I have felt a bit more calm after my visit to the church! I have been able to eat properly as well. To remember to eat is the most important for me when in a crises. The risk of falling deeper into the dark will not be so high when I remember to eat.
Plans for Tuesday: - After breakfast 25 minutes walk - Buy the color to my hair that I didn't buy some days ago - Visit grocery shop - Load the washing machine - Pay bills - Start to plan what is important to tell the therapist about the "happening" - Continue to read an interesting article - Start to plan what clothes to bring for my vacation later in the month Best wishes and hopes for each one of you! ![]() Last edited by Anonymous49071; Jul 07, 2019 at 02:57 PM. |
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#858
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I’ve let things pile up and now I need to have a super productive day. As a result, I have more then 3 things I must accomplish.
- session with life coach - workout - clean the den - float in the pool (for mental health) - sell books - grocery shop - change litter boxes - edit vision board (that’s for me) Warm wishes for all to have a peaceful and productive day. ![]() Last edited by Sunflower123; Jul 08, 2019 at 07:12 AM. |
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#859
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This morning I've cleaned litter boxes, scrubbed the toilet and wrote in my journal. Later I will clean more litter boxes, take out the trash, pick up in the living room and wash dishes. Warm wishes to everyone today!
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#861
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Warm wishes to all. ![]() |
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#862
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- hygiene (yes.)
- breakfast (yes.) - alexa quiz (yes.) - try to get by for the rest of the day (I don't know, 10 A.M and i've got nothing on my skedule) |
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#863
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Today planning to:
. Brush my teeth and take a shower Put dishes in dishwasher Go to work Go to the store to get more garbage bags as I'm almost out. Scoop the litter box. Attend a support group. |
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#864
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Plans for today are:
1. Clean the dining room 2. Make some phone calls 3. Get ready for Wednesday’s seminar. I am also going to float in the pool, go see a movie and work on my affirmations but these are for relaxation. Warm wishes and hugs to all. ![]() |
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#865
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The only "thing" I was able to do, was to load the washing machine and try to read an article. I am really tired, but have a tiny hope. Tomorrow I will see my therapist. Be well all! ![]() |
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Wednesday: These are the most important items for being able to cope with my depression for tomorrow.
- Up 07:00 - After breakfast 11 x 2 minutes walk - Grocery - Some food - 10 minutes mindfulness meditation - Half an hour anger-management training* - Therapy - Half an hour reflection after therapy - Food - Go to a sport shop and buy new training trousers + a new towel * I became very angry remembering old traumas. It scared me and I want to learn different ways to cope next time ... A good day to each one of you. May you be able to accomplish what you have planned for your day! ![]() |
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#868
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#869
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Today was a quiet day. I read a lot, journaled and did part of an online class. I also picked up some in the living room, which seems to be an ongoing project. Tomorrow I see my med provider. Hope everyone is doing well. Best wishes to all!
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#870
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After a little over four months, I managed to do 7 loads of laundry; washed four week old piled up dishes; and I hope I will get to wash myself soon.
I haven’t showered in over a week. Tomorrow I plan on showering before I go into work for a 7 AM meeting. Then work, get ready for Thursday’s projects. After work, I need to stop at the academy to visit an old colleague . I wonder if i will manage to shower. This cycle of depression hit me very hard. I have been in bed since February, with the exception of going to work. I am grateful that I have a job. I hope everyone is well.
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[B]'Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always.' |
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#871
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Singer This gave me a laugh. Thank you! Unfortunately, I, the “thread maker”, still have trouble getting my showers done. It is awful.
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[B]'Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always.' |
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#872
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Not very enthusiastic about having an appointment today. But I will do my best to get ready and go. I plan on rewarding myself with some Mexican food. That's keeping me motivated. This morning I have to clean litter boxes. Later today I will do things to relax. Wishing everyone the best!
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#873
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Good to see you @FallDuskTrain! Sorry to hear about the depression. I hope it eases soon. Enjoy your day today!
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#874
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Great to hear from you after a long time. Hugs.
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#875
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So glad to see you around!
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