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Mar 14, 2019, 02:38 PM
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My feeling of being suicidal... it’s due to “anxiety” and not wanting to “face” scary horrible things I’m afraid of. And all the bad memories and feelings from trauma my inner snake carries to bite/sting me with. I try to “replace” these with good memories or thoughts .. they keep coming back. And the su thoughts, the wish to escape
 Conflicted (thud)Like someone else said, I’m not still here because I’m brave. It’s partly because I’m scared of screwing up. CBT (one practitioner) told me my thoughts were “wrong” ... it even told me that learning the piano was dysfunctional (to “comfort myself” - said with a snarl  ) I wish I hadn’t listened to that  CBT (that practitioner) agreed with my parental units that I deserved callousness   I read part of a book on CBT.. I think it could be helpful for some with “mild” depression (but not if callousness is part of the prescription Please no bites or lectures 
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Mar 14, 2019, 03:15 PM
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(((((((Fuzzybear))))))
 
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Mar 14, 2019, 03:21 PM
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No bites from me, Fuzzybear. I'm so sorry you've been through all of this
Keep fighting. You're worth it. I hope things will get better soon for you. You deserve to be happy just like everyone else does. Please don't give up. You're a strong, wonderful person, Fuzzybear. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this
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Mar 14, 2019, 03:31 PM
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There is many different theories that are developed under CBT that are more specialized for different diagnoses. Please, try to do research on some sience websites or government where you will find some fine research about what can work for you. Good luck my dear.
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Mar 14, 2019, 04:48 PM
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Fuzzy I completely get where you're coming from. CBT does nothing for me. When I tell myself "I am worth something and I am not useless" my inner voice (for lack of a better term) just laughs and says "You can't lie to me you worthless P O S. Take it for what it's worth I think you are a really nice bear. You seem to genuinely care about others on here and try to help however you can. Even if all you can do is give someone a hug that's more than most people would do. I hope 1 day you can find the bravery to fix this broken cycle you are in.
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It's only paranoia until it happens. Why I don't trust doctors Things You Wish People Understood About Depression I mean what I say & I say what I mean. Last edited by Humpty Dumpty; Mar 14, 2019 at 08:04 PM. |
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Mar 14, 2019, 05:21 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 05:47 PM
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Thank you all so much for your support
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Mar 14, 2019, 07:53 PM
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And where so many people either don’t care or pretend to care for their own dubious agendas
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Mar 14, 2019, 07:54 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 07:55 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 08:05 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 08:08 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 08:10 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 08:10 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 08:12 PM
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Mar 14, 2019, 09:30 PM
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 From Humpty Dumpty...
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Mar 14, 2019, 09:35 PM
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And thank you Rohag for posting it
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Mar 14, 2019, 10:40 PM
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Thanks Rohag
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Mar 15, 2019, 04:34 AM
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Professional's Grrrrrrrrrrrrr
Therapist's Grrrrrrrrrrrrr Doctor's Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr The ones I have seen all end up biting in the end.... Their lack of being able to cure us Makes them feel turn on us rather than accept that they failed us... For me The oath of "do no harm" has not been true.... They reject to trigger me They leave me feeling powerless which triggers me Much love to you Fuzzy and all those who are suffering today
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Mar 15, 2019, 11:55 AM
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They really do end up biting in the end. And they reject me to trigger me. I don’t “hate doctors” or “all professionals” (irl) or I don’t want to... but having been hurt so many times leaves me with almost zero trust in them... and not much trust in myself either. I “get by” but barely... I’m so tired Much love to you and all who are suffering
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Mar 15, 2019, 12:30 PM
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(I thought i had already replied to this )
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Mar 15, 2019, 01:24 PM
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Thanks to everyone who was brave enough to reply to me, I appreciate you all
Much love
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Mar 15, 2019, 01:34 PM
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It is experience that has taken my trust I went in hope got bitten and bitten again and again I'm too shy to visit now 
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Mar 15, 2019, 01:48 PM
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