[Deilla]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

Today was the fourth time I couldn’t make it to see my daughter. I think it’s time to go see my pdoc and to possibly get a traditional tdoc since I’ve almost completely stopped functioning.

Warm regards to all.

@Jennifer 1967 I'm sorry to hear it's so tough for you right now. I hope seeing your doctor will help out. Sending good thoughts your way.

[Deilla]

I feel fine this morning. Yesterday afternoon was though. But today is much better. I got plenty of sleep last night. Sleep usually helps out a lot.

[kumy]

Today is not a good day...

[Breaking Dawn]

I'm dissociating, experiencing a place between reality & somewhere else.

Feeling pretty depressed today. Also it was a very hot day outside and kind of humid. I tend to feel more depressed on very warm days, especially now when this is the time that it's supposed to get colder. Anyways I saw on the weather forecast that the temperatures by tomorrow may drop by 30 degrees suddenly.

My friend and I talked last night. It was alright except about us getting together. As of now it looks like we may not get together ever. I have wanted to end our friendship but it would be hard as he's the only friend I've got. I feel like he depresses me a lot and I may be doing the same with him.

[jrae]

been nervous, scared, kinda feeling sick, in some pain, very tired, and
just wish for once there was a way to make others see/realize how incredibly tough this s**t actually is!!! (not only to deal with, but to live with day in and day out - constantly with no break)

[kumy]

I couldn't sleep more than two hours so I'm really tired today, but I'm not so down.

[Rose76]

Some days just shouldn't be part of the stream of time - like today. I couldn't sleep last night. I ran out of my Vicodin and that disrupts my little life. My sig. other is sick. We can't take showers because something went wrong with the plumbing behind the shower. Plumbing professionals are coming tomorrow. They may have to knock out part of the bathroom wall to get to certain pipes. I'm caring for a sick man who needs to be kept clean . . . and now the bathroom is going to be a mess. This is a very small apt, not a big house with multiple bathrooms. We are so cramped in here already with durable equipment.

If they start breaking down a wall tomorrow, I am going to lose what's left of my mind.

I'm not really depressed at the moment. I can't afford to be. I have too much to worry about.

[Breaking Dawn]

Dear Rose, I'm very sorry for all that you are going through & now the plumbing! I said a prayer for you, & I hope things get better for you soon. Lots of hugs to you!!

I worked out today for the first time in months. I used the new equipment that I got. It's very different from what I have been using before. It went OK but it takes some getting use to.

[Spirit of Trees]

Still getting worse. At least I'm seeing a new T in a week.

[Rose76]

Breaking Dawn - you're very kind. Things will improve.

I recently heard an interesting observation. It went like this: "Happiness is not the natural condition of man."

I forget where I got that from, but it sounds about right, when I give it even a small amount of thought. I plan to think more about that concept. It seems a bit sad. But, if it's a fair decription of the human condition, then maybe a lot of us need to revise our expectations of life. I think I do. The world's a tough place. Life is tough. I guess we can feel fortunate just to survive each day. Feeling deeply fulfilled and satisfied is probably not what life is likely to be about for the general run of human kind.

[Breaking Dawn]

Thank you, Rose. God bless you!

[3rd rock]

****ing getting sick and tired of these day after day and week after week of no results. I'm ****ing angry and pointless at all these days of struggling so hard for nothing.

[Deilla]

I am doing better this morning. Past couple of days have been hard. I'm glad I feel half-way decent today.

Originally Posted by jrae

been nervous, scared, kinda feeling sick, in some pain, very tired, and
just wish for once there was a way to make others see/realize how incredibly tough this s**t actually is!!! (not only to deal with, but to live with day in and day out - constantly with no break)

I can relate to you. Hugs.

Originally Posted by will19

I worked out today for the first time in months. I used the new equipment that I got. It's very different from what I have been using before. It went OK but it takes some getting use to.

Happy for you will.

[Buffy01]

I feel really down today. Everyone I talk to had gang up on me today. Or had gang up on me when I had said nothing and did nothing.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Deilla

Feeling pretty good this morning. I didn't sleep much. I stayed up and played games mostly. I'll go to bed fairly soon here. Maybe I will sleep until 9 am.

I wish that I could feel good. I can't sleep.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I'm feeling down too. I wish the best to all of you. And many thanks for being here. Lots of hugs & love!

I'm sorry that you are feeling down.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Feeling sort of okay. Kind of feeling depressed and anxious. Tried to give myself enough time to get things done at work today by coming in early. I'm hoping that it works out okay. I have T tonight and I am kind of stressed about that. HUGS to all, Kit

Maybe I should try to give myself some time with everything that I need to do.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by puzzclar

I'm in the ER still. I wish someone would tell me something for what will happen. But at least I have music and time to relax. Just wish I had stuff foe my hands. Maybe when I am transfered.

It good that you still have your music.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by the walls

I feel awful.

I'm sorry that you feel that way.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by the walls

Wow this will sound like dark sarcastic humor but I hope my plane crashes on my way home. I am more than ready for it all to end.

I hope not we like you.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I'm tired but I don't want to sleep. I don't like sleeping. I would rather be up and do things. I guess if I'm really exhausted, then sleep is good. Maybe I should try to rest.

I hope that you can get some sleep.