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#601
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Thank Heaven for opioids. I know they're dangerous. I believe in not using a body part that hurts. But I can't choose to stay in the recliner with ice on my foot all day. Still that's pretty much what I did. However, thanks to Vicodin, I can now cook supper.
Monday my guy gets admitted into to the services of a hospice agency that helps in the home. We'll see how that goes. Today he felt pretty good. I'm not depressed . . . just tired and sore. |
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#602
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I just had the most brilliant idea, including the ending, for my current project. Finally, I know where this is going. Still don't have a title, though.
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#603
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Just did the usual stuff today like always on Saturdays. Did the laundry early in the morning. Got in to a fairly nice chat with a woman that lives at my place. Later in the day I got into another nice chat with a woman who was cashiering at the store I shop at. She lives in the same area as I do. She asked me if I still like where I am. I told her that I'm getting tired of it and of city life. She very much agreed with me. So that was nice.
Nothing much else from now on. Like always, on a Saturday, I got a movie for tonight. I hope it's good. |
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#604
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Heya, been a while... Been a really rough few weeks, worse than its been for a long time. Remembered a few hours ago while at work that I actually had a place to come too, to talk about it. Made an appointment with my GP to get back onto meds for the short term.
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"And right here is where we store our sanity. As you can see, it's currently missing" |
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#605
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I've been trying to shrink my troubles, & at the end of the day it turns out the fabric of life is made of some mysterious material. I'll try again tomorrow.
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#606
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Just checking in. Making my way around the forums. Hope everyone is hanging in there. I'm mixed. I feel generally good, but then I get upset or frustrated with things too. I dunno. Don't wanna say too much now because I need to get to bed.
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#607
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I am having a difficult time at the moment. I have no energy and no motivation to do things, and it's getting really hard to force myself through work every day.
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#608
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People have been so rude toward me lately. Especially yesterday at the stores
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#609
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In the past two weeks I been feeling really down, bad, depress
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#610
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Not much of a day, so far. It's off and on showers outside and kind of cold. By now I would have gone out on my bike. Perhaps I could get an hour's ride in today if the rains stop. This morning I bought new shoes to wear and they feel pretty good. That's about it.
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#611
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I met my daughter half way between home and her college to share a meal and visit. I enjoyed the visit but I’m kind of sad now that I’m back home. I really miss her.
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#612
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I'm feeling pleasant at the moment.
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#613
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Feeling ok. I need to get some motivation to exercise.
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#614
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It was a very busy and productive weekend for me. I felt like I did a great job in getting things done. But it was a very isolating weekend also. Not much interaction with others. Just a couple of small chit-chats.
I don't feel bad about going back to work tomorrow. I feel that just a dull routine is like a piece of cake compared to having some time coming up for medical tests. I have a couple of tests coming up in over two weeks from now, so I'm trying to enjoy the time now when I don't have any appointments. |
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#615
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Doing okay today. Made a tasty dinner today with the help of my hubby. That's always nice. Umm...found my psych eval results docs that I had forgotten where I put, so thats good too. Little anxious about my upcoming appointment with my GP because I need to talk about some of my issues and my relationship issues and the topic of therapy and couples therapy might come up again and that's a hot button issue for my husband. Sigh! But generally things are ok...even the relationship stuff might be better...some days. I dunno.
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#616
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I feel lonely but I’m also extremely reclusive. I get so tired. I was going to go to a gallery opening yesterday night but I got overwhelmed at the thought of getting dressed and showered and all that and decided to stay in. It doesn’t surprise me that I haven’t made friends.
I bought floss picks for my car so I can floss on my way home at night. It’s easier that way. And I’ll put an extra toothbrush in the shower so I can have easy access to it. Hopefully my dental hygiene gets better that way and it’s not so exhausting for me. Last edited by Anonymous43774; Feb 10, 2020 at 02:57 AM. |
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#617
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been overwhelmed, especially the past week. and super down that things didn't get done, that needed to. starting to wonder how long before this hole caves in
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#618
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Well, it's a little early for a daily assessment (just woke up). But I woke up a little early today because of hunger. Why is it that when I eat right before bed I tend to wake up hungrier and sooner than when I eat a couple hours before bed? Makes zero sense to me!
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#619
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Hello, everyone. I'm always wishing the best for you, too. As for me, I have to acknowledge that things sure could be a lot worse, so I'm thankful they aren't. And I can't thank you all enough for helping me every day while I read what you have to say, things I can relate to & encouraging, even inspiring words.
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#620
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HR at work still hasn't returned my call or email, so I'll have to call again later today. I'm not looking forward to it.
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#621
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I am reading yeats before work. I can’t pretend to be a scholar but it’s very comforting to have a book with me.
I brought some honey oranges to eat for dinner. I thought I’d review my notes for training but it’s necessary to remember I have a soul. I listened to the communist manifesto last night while cooking. Life doesn’t seem so bad. Yet I woke up so depressed this morning and I couldn’t help but self harm a little. It’s seems I’m made of secrets and I’ll never quite have a real life. |
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#622
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Hi everyone, saw my p doc today and he wants me to try Wellbutrin. Anyone had luck with that?
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#623
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Havent tried it yet, but it was recommended to me as well.
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#624
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so, update. i went back to sleep fro 2 more hours today waking up at 2pm. Still felt like sleeping, but i got up and had coffee and have been productive since, Also, im super stoked because a celebrity liked my reply to their tweet and it was a joke! like, i love when people appreciate my jokes!
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#625
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What do you take ? |
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