[Buffy01]

I been feeling really depressed people have been so rude to me.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I'm checking in to say I think it's wonderful that we can be here today.

Yeah.......

[Rose76]

I flew back here to northeast, accompanying the body of my boyfriend. I was so looking forward to seeing my sister after years apart. Started out fine, but things went crazy at her house. So I got a hotel room. I fly back to Southwest tomorrow. I'm holding up pretty good.

Can't sleep from bad heartburn. But I gotta make that plane. I keep telling myself, "You just have to get through this one day." Every day I tell myself that.

Right now I'm not depressed. I've been keeping the grief-monster at bay by being busy making arrangements.

Eventually the grief-monster will get inside my head. I'm afraid of that, but I think I can cope.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I flew back here to northeast, accompanying the body of my boyfriend. I was so looking forward to seeing my sister after years apart. Started out fine, but things went crazy at her house. So I got a hotel room. I fly back to Southwest tomorrow. I'm holding up pretty good.

Can't sleep from bad heartburn. But I gotta make that plane. I keep telling myself, "You just have to get through this one day." Every day I tell myself that.

Right now I'm not depressed. I've been keeping the grief-monster at bay by being busy making arrangements.

Eventually the grief-monster will get inside my head. I'm afraid of that, but I think I can cope.

Hugs and much love to you Rose76

[Rose76]

I'm better today than I was yesterday. So my trajectory is good.

Very busy this morning. In the early morning I went to a Lab at a Medical Office for a blood test. It didn't go quite as what I thought was going to happen I was shocked that there was no urine sample required. I had always done that before with the annual exam. And then I was told that the test was being ordered by an Oncologist. I thought that it was going to be for my Primary Care Physician & Urologist. So I'll have to make a call about it.

Very busy after the lab and I made good timing to do things. But now, it's a let-down. Nothing much to go on from now on.

[Rose76]

Not doing so hot. This awful feeling can't last forever. Or it could, and it could get worse.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I'm better today than I was yesterday. So my trajectory is good.

That's great!

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Rose76

Not doing so hot. This awful feeling can't last forever. Or it could, and it could get worse.

Hugs

[Rose76]

I'm sorry to have to face another day.

[Breaking Dawn]

I see sunshine, which lifts my spirits. So I'm feeling a bit of optimism this morning.

[craftyone]

Feeling a bit down today. Hubby is home from the hospital, which is good, but he is very upset because he feels he is a burden and is not as independent as he should be. I don't know how to tell him that he is doing fine. He had major heart surgery (basically three surgeries in one), but he feels that he should be more independent now (it's been about six weeks since surgery). He had a rough night last night, blood sugar and blood pressure issues, so he's not feeling very well today. I don't know where to turn for assistance with this issue. Also, if I try to contact someone with him around he may take offense. I just want some help for him.

[3rd rock]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I'm sorry to have to face another day.

Please don't say that. I'm so sorry for the pain you are suffering. I hope you can get help to deal with the pain of losing a loved one. Are you seeing a psychiatrist or a therapist currently?

Did little errands this morning and it was unexpected. Took a 2 and a half hour bike ride this afternoon. In the last two days, two places that I loved riding my bike through are now opened after three months of being closed. Also it's nice seeing business that have opened up with people there.

[T4bbyCat]

Amazon delivers some items without boxes, apparently, so the porch pirates know exactly what's what... As such, maybe I was lucky my stuff was outside the door. On the other hand, maybe porch pirates aren't much interested in a cheap fan and stick vacuum.

[puzzclar]

I'm overwhelmed by what I need to do. And stuck!!

[Rose76]

Very depressed. Up since 2 a.m. and now I want to go to sleep, when I have so much to do today.

A draggy day as it was slow at work. But feeling pretty good emotionally and I hope it stays that way. I got my results from the blood test I took on Saturday at the Medical Lab. Everything came out good, so I'm very relieved and happy. There were about three "borderline" cases, but not by much. I'm not perfect.

Worked out after work.

[Breaking Dawn]

Very tired. Need sleep.

[Rose76]

Woke up at 3:30 a.m. Still so tired.
Depressed.

Depressed.
Nothing to do with the fact I didn't sleep, more to do with the fact I am here, doing nothing, all day

[WastingAsparagus]

Just struggling to find meaning in life.

you know it's a bad day when you get to 4 PM and you still don't know what you're going to have for dinner, and you don't know what you have in the kitchen.
I have literally done nothing, and the sad thing is: I really don't care either. it's not like I'm the best roll model for how to live a successfull life

[Breaking Dawn]

Apparently I'm headed in the right direction. I've been accomplishing little goals that I couldn't handle for a while.

[T4bbyCat]

Went to sleep before dawn and woke up before noon. For a change.