Very busy in the morning. Felt tired after all of the morning work ended. Very warm outside and somewhat humid. I hate those kind of days.

Feeling down now because there's nothing to look forward to. I got some exercising to do later on, but nothing exciting. I had split up from the only friend I've got and he called me last night. I told him that I wanted him to call me early this afternoon; and that I wanted to go over things about why I want to split up with him. The afternoon is halfway over and he hasn't called yet. Maybe he doesn't want to talk about it. Just as well because I'm not crazy about having that talk. It's very hard to lose the only friend I have. It wouldn't be so hard if I had other friends.

[Rose76]

I'm doing just awful.

Anxious. I want to get through my interview and hopeful that she doesn't expect too much. I'm sore from doing so much. Hugs to everyone

and welcome to psychcentral GoGo2!

A very easy morning for me, at least physically. I worked very hard yesterday so that I would not have much to do today. I woke up just before 7:30 and felt sleepy. I thought to myself 'how do I do it, getting out of bed much earlier for the other six days'? At 7:30 a siren went off. Not sure if it was the police or ambulance. It sounded like it was just outside of my door. Never heard it that loud before.

The only friend I want to split up with called me at 7:30 last night. I thought we agreed he would call me in the early afternoon so that we can talk things over. I feel like I'm being very generous with him. When he called, he acted like nothing's wrong. I asked him why he didn't call me earlier in the day. He didn't seem to know why. Perhaps he didn't want to talk things over with me like I wanted. I guess we'll talk around 11AM about this. We'll see what happens.

I called my sister just now. We always talk on Sunday mornings. Just left a message. I guess I'm planning on a bike ride today. It's very warm and humid, so I might not be up for a long ride.

I am tired, a bit frightened about that there isn't hope for me, but I am fighting against such stupid thoughts. Have used the day to plan how to use my tools. Hope to manage tomorrow.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really depressed again. I been feeling really down. This depression has been really awful. Everything that I had done to feel better? Has made me feel worst.

Originally Posted by Buffy01

I been feeling really depressed again. I been feeling really down. This depression has been really awful. Everything that I had done to feel better? Has made me feel worst.

Sorry to hear that you are feeling this way! We are almost in the same boat. I have done a lot too to help me to live well with emotional problems, but for the time being it all feels so hopeless.

To be honest, I think that is how it is, days do not go from A to B in a straight line. There are good times and bad times. I think that not one person is similar to another. We have to make our own private journey. It sounds so easy, but it isn't. One has to accept that one has a MI and live like with that in mind. There can come many good times. Hope you feel better soon!

The WRAP app (Wellness Recovery Action Plan) is made to help us live as best we can in good times and in lesser good times. Take a look at it and see if it can give you some hope about good tools to use.

I don't feel very well today, but I will not stop to try. It's hard.

[Breaking Dawn]

I think I will be doing better today. I don't know why I think so.

[tigerlily84]

I am doing okay, but I wish it wasn't so hot where I live. Yesterday my mom came over and we cooked. It was nice to see her and the food was delicious. Cooking seems to help my mood. I'm not a great cook or anything but these recipes are pretty simple.

[3rd rock]

My work on my new book is going well. It's about domestic and sexual violence. The protagonist is the victim and the antagonist is the perpetrator.

My hope is a little stronger today! Hope to have progress in a slow tempo!

I wish I didn't let trivial things get to me so much

today, on another site, I made a comment about sleep and the fact it is ghard for me

first response I get: " well, you don't belong here."

I'm not going to argue with this user, just go on with what I'm doing.

but yeah.. I feel a bit ugg

[tigerlily84]

I wrote out my to do list. I just need the energy to go do it. I do need to pick up the Abilify at the pharmacy and figure out what I want to make for lunch. It's easier to just sit on the couch. I'm also nervous about taking the abilify since I've never taken it before and I don't know how it will affect me. Guess I'll find out. Sorry for rambling here.

[tigerlily84]

Originally Posted by 2daffodils

This might not be helpful, but I'm scared too. I'm supposed to go to an interview for a job on monday, and i haven't worked in years doing the kind of thing that they want. I can't even buy the right tools. I have little finances too... this is so stressful i just want you to know you aren't alone! You aren't stupid, you are stressed.

How did your interview go yesterday? I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!

[Buffy01]

I start feeling a little better today compare to how I felt last week

[Rose76]

Still in the hospital. a little less distraught today.

Originally Posted by tigerlily84

I wrote out my to do list. I just need the energy to go do it. I do need to pick up the Abilify at the pharmacy and figure out what I want to make for lunch. It's easier to just sit on the couch. I'm also nervous about taking the abilify since I've never taken it before and I don't know how it will affect me. Guess I'll find out. Sorry for rambling here.

Please, never make lists that are more difficult then you can manage. (Easy said, not easy done, but we learn as time goes).



Wish you the best of luck with Abilify!

My day has been OK. I am continuing to follow my easy to do plans and focus on healthy meals.

[Fuzzybear]

Umbrellas

[tigerlily84]

I literally sat on my couch until about 6pm yesterday and made myself go to the pharmacy. But I was able to get all 3 things done that were on my list. I took the abilify this morning along with the wellbutrin and I have a headache. I'm hungry though and I have no energy to make anything.

Originally Posted by tigerlily84

How did your interview go yesterday? I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!

It went well. They were pleased with my abilities. Just waiting for their decision. I really appreciate that you thought of me tigerlily, and I hope that things start going much better for you as well!!

[3rd rock]

Today at work there were a lot of issues to deal with, but most of them were able to be worked through. Too many meetings. I came home and I'm working on my writing. I'm starting to hit a snag on my current project. I'll have to just keep working through it.

[Breaking Dawn]

One of my wishes came true. I am so glad.

Stop in the progress. Woke up very tired and felt down. Ate bread and jam. Will go to bed again.