[3rd rock]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I feel very tired & sad.

Yeah, me too.

[Rose76]

I'm in a psych unit for the first time since 2012. I hope I come up with a plan for how to survive at home.

I wish all here well with the hard things you are trying to cope with.

[puzzclar]

I wish I wasn't having intrusive thoughts. I wish that I wasn't as stressed. I want relief! And I'm wanting different treatment. I don't know where to turn. I'm scared, and I don't want to go to work tomorrow.

An active morning. Did some inquiring about some future personal stuff. After that I got my long-awaited hair cut. I felt like I was at least two months overdue.

Nothing much in the afternoon. I might have to suddenly go to the bank to sign some documents or do it tomorrow. I'd rather do it now since I have a little something planned for tomorrow morning. But if I have to go to the bank tomorrow morning instead of my plan, then I won't feel too bad. I feel like it's been touch and go about the new account I'm setting up. It's about setting up a new account and transferring money out of another bank.

Today is the last real day of my vacation from work. Of course I'll be off tomorrow and Sunday, but to me those two days are the same as always. I plan to do housework tomorrow. Maybe on Sunday I won't have anything to do; and it will be the only day like that.

Today I was planning to go to a particular library, which is located in an area where there's a lot to see. But it's closed, so I'll plan on something else. I don't have to go to the bank today to sign a document. I can do that through the mail.

I don't feel as sad right now as I thought I would. It's been a nice time off but there were some stress dealing with the bank. It's all right now. Also there were some stress with being in my apartment and dealing with noises from workers.

[Nitrous]

Hi everyone. I used to be on here, but I was gone for a while. Things have been stressful for the last year-ish. They've been steady for a bit now, but I forget my meds off-and-on and still get depressed sometimes.

I'm happy to be back on here.

[Rose76]

I had a pretty decent day.

Today was the usual Saturday of cleaning. I went shopping early this morning. I wanted to do that yesterday afternoon, but there was a large line outside of the store. It would have been nice to not have to get up early this morning.

I'm feeling a little bit down now. I always feel that way on Saturday afternoons, but today a little bit more so. It's probably because of going back to work on Monday. I might have monstrous depression tomorrow and Monday morning.

[Nitrous]

Feeling pretty rough today, but I'm trying to get off nicotine, withdrawals were pretty bad. My diet went bad too. But I got to spend some time with my parents this morning, and we did a video chat with my brother and nephew too.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by will19

Today was the usual Saturday of cleaning. I went shopping early this morning. I wanted to do that yesterday afternoon, but there was a large line outside of the store. It would have been nice to not have to get up early this morning.

I'm feeling a little bit down now. I always feel that way on Saturday afternoons, but today a little bit more so. It's probably because of going back to work on Monday. I might have monstrous depression tomorrow and Monday morning.

hugs

I got up a little bit later than usual this morning, but that's OK. After breakfast, I realized I needed a couple more things from the store that I didn't get yesterday. There was a long line at a store I wanted to go to, so I went to another store, and ended up paying a little bit more.

Today is the very last day of the vacation. It feels weird to be going back to work tomorrow. Right now I don't feel as bad as I thought I would. Very cloudy outside and cooler temperature than normal for now. I plan on bike riding pretty soon.

I've been reading a lot about lonely people on the forums board here and at other sites lately. They seem to be of interesting reading and I can relate to what is being posted. Loneliness must really be an epidemic.

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, Everybody, I hope you all are doing ok. I'm fine. I also appreciate reading so many interesting posts here at PC. They actually help me a lot. Today is kind of gloomy, so I'll be glad when those clouds go away. Thank you for being there.

[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by will19

I've been reading a lot about lonely people on the forums board here and at other sites lately. They seem to be of interesting reading and I can relate to what is being posted. Loneliness must really be an epidemic.

Yes, one thing I've learned is that friends come and go.. Even those who stay are eventually taken away from us. Being the last one left standing isn't exactly something to look forward to in this case.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really depressed again especially after thinking about what the cyber bullying said to me who had slander me after a troll start threaten me.

[Nitrous]

Rough today. I stopped taking my meds for a while, now I need to get them back in my system.

[puzzclar]

I'm frustrated! Why can't I change? It seems I take one step forward, and two steps back.

It was back to work for me today after a week off. It
went very well, except for having trouble being able to login when I first got to work. It took about an hour to get the computer at work going.

Nothing much after that.

[Buffy01]

why didn't I just stay home instead of going out to my sister mentally ill, toxic friend? I was so hurt. I began to feel really down and very depressed today.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

It was back to work for me today after a week off. It
went very well, except for having trouble being able to login when I first got to work. It took about an hour to get the computer at work going.

Nothing much after that.

I'm sorry that you were struggling today at work.

[puzzclar]

I found hope. A doctor had schizophrenia in his 20s and is now recovered! That helped me to not give up on me. And take action

I hate today.

for some reason, it feels like new year's eve (even though it's only july)

guess I am too focussed on what little I have done over the past few months- like every year around new year's eve, I'm feeling bad about they ear just gone

half the year gone and I've nothing to show for it. it's just not getting better...

[Breaking Dawn]

Dear @raging vortex, a lot of us are feeling just like you do. We gotta keep trying though. And remember we are in this together & we care about you. Take care!, ok?

[puzzclar]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

I hate today.


for some reason, it feels like new year's eve (even though it's only july)


guess I am too focussed on what little I have done over the past few months- like every year around new year's eve, I'm feeling bad about they ear just gone


half the year gone and I've nothing to show for it. it's just not getting better...

Seeing that today is like new years helps a little. For me, I see lots of negative things. And I see the lack of motivation to do anything. But that lack of motivation is getting in the way. I'm choosing to start small with a few goals. What will you choose?

[Rose76]

i get discharged tomorrow.

for the most part, wondering what I am doing with myself

if I could sleep (I can't), I'd just sleep

just not doing anything, so I've no reason to be awake