what's depressing you at the moment?

My plan to move out from my parents' house might be failed again. If it really happened, it would be the third times. Why does it keep happening on me? Am I not working hard enough? Am I not "ready" enough to move out? Am I destined to not move out and stuck like this forever?

I went to the bathroom. As usual it hurt like hell. But for some reason I broke out into a sweat and then I immediately began itching everywhere. So I’m depressed because I don’t know what’s going on right now with me.

Living situation. Trying to find a new home for four people and three cats by the end of February is making me more frazzled than usual.

The possibility of moving and finding the right place.

That I don't feel safe enough to talk in public about what's depressing me at the moment.

Lack of sleep.

Lack of energy and no motivation.

Motivation issues and whether or not I'm well enough to do my job...

Today I am trying to be positive.

lack of sleep and inability to forgive

My past is bothering me

Lack of motivation and productivity.

I saw a video that broke my heart. It had a good ending. I'm trying to focus on the positives. But I feel sad that bad things happen.

For right now, a fairly nice Saturday is coming to an end. I have some things coming up after Sunday that I'm not looking forward to. Having to go back to work on Monday and seeing a Dentist on Thursday. I feel like those two things are weighing heavy on me.

My physical health.

I don’t want anything to be wrong but at the same time I don’t want everything to be just my anxiety and mental health getting worse. But I’m worried if it’s something big physically I’ll have to go off my shots. Even though my doctor never even mentioned that was a possibility.

The habits of the people in my life, my job,

My lack of motivation. Along with my lack of social energy for the past few months. I've been trying to be there for people and it's really difficult. I've also been trying to reach out to new people and create friendships beyond the two people that I know. That's also very hard.

I guess I've just been pushing and nothing's budging yet. I'll keep trying, though☆

Disappointments. I just need to lower my expectations even more.

The new strain of bird flu found in Russia. Health officials don’t seem really worried about it though. Bird flu was my biggest fear when I was 12.

I have chores I have to deal with today but I don't have the energy or motivation to do them. I feel very stressed and sad.

Many things. It’s my day off and I’m doing chores. My daughter is going through another crisis. My team leader is going to change my schedule at work one day a week.

Do you ever feel like you made a horrible mistake, even though it was something really small?

That's basically how I feel right now. I often have points where I make slip-ups and I feel like it looks bad on others, too. Which makes me feel even more guilty. I know that it was a harmless game that I had tons of fun with! I always look forward to it whenever it happens. There's nothing about it that I'd wanna change. There's just always this initial wave of guilt and sadness that follows immediately after. Usually because of one or two potential mistakes I made during it.

I know it'll pass soon. I'm listening to music and trying not to fall asleep from unwinding so much. We'll see what happens☆

Days like today when I start out feeling so good and then some little thing, like the wording of an email or a memory from the past, gets me thinking negatively and I get stuck in my head again.

I am living with controlling and toxic family members that causing me to feel depressed.