what's depressing you at the moment?

Basically everything. I’ve been back and forth between denial and acceptance regarding everything going on in my life that it’s starting to drive me up the wall.

I can relate to that.

Nightmares. Maybe they're being caused by depression or maybe they're causing depression. Either way, I'm feeling squashed by bad dreams.

I would say, lack of motivation. I have the time now to do so many things, but I can't bring myself to do them. I guess I am tired or scared. It's making me sad that I'm not doing the things that would bring me joy.

honestly, the fact I don't have a baby doll

having one would bring me so much closer to my childhood

I had a rough morning. I was sad (8 out of 10) because I felt exhausted and I wasn't sure how I was going to make progress on so many things. I just picked one thing and finished it. Now I feel productive and much better.

The way my life turn out that I didn’t do but because I was place on disability which is controlling my life because of why I had been place on disability.

I'm feeling extremely depressed this morning. I just received some bad news. I'm ready to give up and quit trying.

I'm living in a very small space and am having trouble handling my partner's drinking. It's
emotionally taking a toll on me. I realize I am going to have to connect more with others, which is difficult during this pandemic.

Birthday today, hitting another decade milestone. Hard to believe I'm still alive.

I'm too tired to brush my teeth and wash my face. If I get it done, that will be all I do today.

I think my daughter blocked me. She's not responding to my texts anymore. She's never been all that respectful of me. I never hear from her unless I send her a text. Half the time she ignores me. I told her I didn't understand it. I was upset. And then I think she blocked me. It hurts. I really do deserve better treatment. I've always been nice to her. In the last 15 years, we've never had an argument. This one time I feel upset, and she ends the relationship. I guess I never did matter to her anyway.

What's depressing me, at the moment most of all I guess, is feeling depressed and anxious when I should be very happy. After all, I should be very happy considering that my finances are good and pretty soon (I don't know when) I won't be going back to that stupid place I'm working at anymore.

I guess it's because all I do is think about my job. I seem to obsess about it. Maybe it's because it's the only thing that's gone well for me in my life. And right now, the place where I work at is not going well. Very boring, plus I feel like I'm at real odds with the other workers. I'm not a contentious type, but it seems like contention is easy to come by at work. It reminds me of being in a singing group or band that's breaking up and having squabbles.

Not feeling well physically and having too much to do.

I'm being very self-critical of myself tonight.

hope you feel better soon..

my back pain

it's just not getting better, and it's been this bad for around 4 days now.

I have 2 chores left for the day, and I'm not sure if I can get to them. They're both pretty important.

my heart I baught for valentines day is now sitting on the floor and has done since the end of febuary

I just trod over it. it's sad.

and my stomach hurts. my poor body..

Nothing today. I feel pretty good. The sun is just now coming out from behind the clouds.

My numerous health and pain issues; being utterly devoid of energy and motivation; sleeping way too much; not accomplishing anything.

The symptoms I experience that, at least to me, seem similar to what is referred to as: Sundown Syndrome. Tonight seemed especially difficult.

What's depressing me right now is that I can't seem to deal with the sadness I'm feeling over being shamed because I got upset about something. It seems like I try to change my outlook. Sometimes it works, but other times it doesn't. I'm just not feeling loved or even liked all that much. I strongly feel that no matter what I do, nothing would change for the better. How right I am!

Hugs. This is exactly my condition. I am struggling. What's depressing me atm is the thought that I may not be able to go back to usa. I am an Indian American stuck in India since 2014.

Hi Skeezyks. Not seen you in a while.