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#226
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I am depressed because my latest amazon order (a pre-order as well) has just been canceled.
I can't aford to pay for it. uggg. my money situation sucks |
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#227
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My family is depressing me. I have no one to talk to and I feel all alone.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#228
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I'm starving, had a **** week, ache from the shower, plenty of things
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#229
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I feel sad today because of some bad news. There's nothing I can do about it. And my day isn't going well.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#230
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It's the fact that my happiness doesn't seem to last long until it's ruined by some circumstance or a person who hates to see you happy. I'm young enough that I should be more optimistic instead of pessimistic. It seems like some in my life bring out in the worst in me instead of the best.
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#231
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I'm depressed because I have an appointment in the morning. I really don't want to go.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#232
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I was talking about maintenance and all. Here he was sharing about the sewage tank and I said that I remembered him putting in the sewage tank and all. I happened to say 'I know' and then all of a sudden this brother of mine got very offended and we had a rather loud argument. He apologized later. I just felt kind of stupid. Sometimes I feel I say the wrong thing at the wrong time. I feel bad about it because otherwise, my conversation would have turned out a lot better.
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#233
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It looks like I might have to spend a weekend stuck indoors since it might rain the whole time.
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#234
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Not enough good weather days worth getting outside in! laughs.
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#235
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I'm tired but it's too early to go to bed otherwise I'll toss and turn and wake up before sunrise.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#236
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I am currently separated from my husband. I feel
So alone and broken. We sold our home and are living in two different places. How does this get better? I know time heals all wounds. |
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#237
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Uncertainty about the future depresses me. The thought: What if I am stuck in India for some more years?!! makes me feel anxious and hopeless.
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#238
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Same here with me! I dread the idea of being stuck at where I am and I feel like it's not good for me to stay. I could easily move, but I have a tremendous fear of going from the frying pan to the fire; which that seems like a good possibility. Some people tell me, "you look so strong, in great shape, and younger in appearance than what you are". That's nice to hear but I don't feel that way. I'm feeling old and washed up.
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#239
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#240
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I'm not sure
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#241
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I’m about to leave a long term relationship and that’s depressing me right now.
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#242
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knowing I've done nothing with my day
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#243
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Likewise, I have tons to do & feel sad, trying to do things, but too little energy, etc.
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"Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * ![]() |
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#244
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I am bothered by feeling too slow.
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#245
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So very much but mostly grief. Sometimes life is pointless
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#246
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My psychiatrist not refilling one of my antidepressants. I think I forgot to make a new appointment with her. (She's moved to a new office.) I'll have to wait until Monday to call her office.
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#247
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Just that I didn't do that much today... I keep beating myself up for not going to a party I was invited to even though I haven't been feeling too good lately.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#248
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So much. Financial difficulties, barriers and challenges relating to an upcoming home, my brother fighting stage 4 pancreatic cancer, my inability to be as independent in my new home country as I'd like, my inability to effectively speak the local language, my dislike for the particular place where we're currently living and disappointment with places we thought we'd maybe live, my disappointment that my husband's family members and his friends have not been as supportive as I hoped, the fact that my husband is not happy where we are either, the fact that the political situation in my home country is so divisive with possible future threats to the well-being of the poor/middle-class/aged, the lack of passion I feel (because of depression) for things I used to love (dancing, music, nature, cooking/baking/writing), the sadness that the time is not right to adopt a new pet...
It's all very complex. I'm not asking for advice on what I should or shouldn't do in my life, or where I should go/return. Only how best to handle stress. Or if no one knows what to suggest, just support or acknowledge that I'm not alone in dealing with some things in the realm. Or just a virtual hug.
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Dx: Bipolar type 1 Psych Medications: * Tegretol XR (carbamazepine ER) 800 mg * Lamictal (lamotrigine) 150 mg * Seroquel XR (quetiapine ER) 500 mg I also take meds for blood pressure, cholesterol, and tachycardia. |
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#249
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#250
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Mean words and ice cold hearts
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