[Mountaindewed]

I’m slightly down right now. I don’t know why. My chest has been hurting for several days. And today it’s pretty bad. I’m trying just to ignore the pain because if I go back to my doctor I’m worried he’s going to say to do revisions as soon as possible. And I’m not mentally prepared to go back into surgery right now.

[Rose76]

Depressed.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I’m slightly down right now. I don’t know why. My chest has been hurting for several days. And today it’s pretty bad. I’m trying just to ignore the pain because if I go back to my doctor I’m worried he’s going to say to do revisions as soon as possible. And I’m not mentally prepared to go back into surgery right now.

I'm sorry you are suffering this way, @Mountaindewed. I hope your body will heal for you soon. I said a prayer for you. Take care.

[Mountaindewed]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I'm sorry you are suffering this way, @Mountaindewed. I hope your body will heal for you soon. I said a prayer for you. Take care.

Thank you @Breaking Dawn.

[Deilla]

I feel overwhelmed today. I have a lot on my plate and I don't know where to start. I've done a little here and a little there. Maybe it will all add up to something. Other than stressed out, I feel fine. I'm trying to distract myself and take breaks to do work.

[Mountaindewed]

I am strangely euphoric right now. My depression has been under control even with the bad news I heard on Meet The Press this morning. Maybe the split dose will help me get back to normality regarding my mental health. It’s been almost a year since I’ve been legit stable. A bit of it is because of Covid but I’d say 95% of what I’ve been feeling both mental health wise and physically can be traced back to my transition.

[Rose76]

Depressed. Not feeling sad . . . just lazy.

Doing nothing is not the least bit relaxing.

Feel tired today.

[Buffy01]

Lately I been feeling really down, hurt, and depressed again. Everything in the past month has been going down hill for me. Regardless of what I had done to make the day better.

[Deilla]

I feel fairly good today.

[Mountaindewed]

My moods have started to dip as usual. But they are not terrible. Probably with my Geodon my moods will even out. Tomorrow I have therapy and I haven’t thought much of it in the last 24 hours. But I’m kind of getting nervous right now. Even though I didn’t do anything this week to warrant her getting pissed or concerned. I followed the safety plan all week and worked through my urges when I’d normally give in. I think the safety plan helped a lot.

[Fuzzybear]

Cold and tired

[Deilla]

I wasn't feeling well earlier. But then my cat started playing in this box that was on its side. It made me laugh and now I'm doing better. Cat therapy!

I feel enourmously tired this day, not depressed, just tired.

I'm okay. I am feeling very low energy, including mood-wise. Its snowed all day here so maybe that's affected my mood. My stomach also bothered me this morning. Maybe I'm coming down with something. Hopefully not, but yeah.

[Deilla]

I'm not feeling well emotionally. I am tired. I'm sleepy as well but it's too early to go to bed.

[Buffy01]

I feel really down this morning. I have no idea why or what cause me to feel So down.

Been very slow at work, but that's the way it's going to be for a good while. As you may know, it's supposed to come to an end within a few months from now. Actually, it should have ended about a year ago. The days just drag so much with it not being busy and hardly anyone around.

I'm feeling from down to just alright emotionally. The days for me are so much the same that it feels like the movie "Ground Hog Day".

Winter weather getting me down. Working on keeping steady pace while balancing all the hazards that come with cold weather including all the beeps and vrooms of snow removal and construction work “going strong” through the cold weather.

[Deilla]

I'm very tired and a little down at the moment. I have a headache that's been off and on all day.

Tired with physical pain.

[Deilla]

I feel much better this afternoon.

[Breaking Dawn]

Mostly downs right now but I know it's temporary.

[Yzen]

not my best day, but not the worst either. I caused myself to struggle...I know that, but it isn't easy for me to handle some days.

[Mountaindewed]

My depression was bad today. I kept thinking of last year on this day when I had an in person therapy session. I think that fueled the depression more than anything else today.