I am OK. Am using this day to think through my life the way it was and the way I want it to be now and in future.

[Deilla]

I was feeling good until I started working on my chores. Now my back is bothering me.

I don't feel depressed, but physical problems bother me.

[Breaking Dawn]

I have been struggling lately. But I've had some successes, too. I finally got myself to the store yesterday for things I needed. And I learned something new.

I am fine!

Getting enough sleep but cranky about waking up before I need to. My dog is holding on to a bad attitude which kinda hurts my self-esteem. I feel like we are constantly surrounded by negative energy, and this transfers to me and effects me when I’m out of the house.

[Deilla]

I used my walker today for a tough task and it worked out well. I feel encouraged by that.

[Mountaindewed]

I swear it’s just this one particular issue that’s depressing me. Covid, my move, are not getting to me today. But this one issue is driving me insane and I can’t take care of it for another few days.

Can literally see the ceiling collapsing on me. I wish this was my imagination. The person above me feels way to close and I believe she is vengeful.

[Rose76]

Tired and not getting things done.

I almost feel shameful to tell here, but I still feel OK!

[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by Rose76

Tired and not getting things done.

+1

[Mountaindewed]

I’m depressed but not the- I need to take 3 Xanax in a row so I can numb it out the rest of the day-sort of depression.

I’m just concerned about my future. And it has nothing to do regarding Covid or other current events. I am just very concerned about what will happen next week regarding my mental health treatment. And how my mental health will be effected.

I’m not even sure exactly what happened to be honest

It's been a little more busy at work lately, but I'm feeling like little things irritate me easily. Maybe it's because I'm sick of my job. I left work early to go to the doctor's office for a treatment. It went OK but I prefer not to have it. Took a bike ride after I got home. I got home earlier than usual.

[Deilla]

I'm not sure how I feel today. I think overall I feel unwell.

I'm OK!

[Yzen]

Feeling hopeful this morning.

I felt OK, but I have let the thoughts about the Corona-time fill me and I feel anger! May be that is good? I mean, I cannot do anything to change the situation, but at least it can inspire me to fight to survive until I can be vaccinated!

[T4bbyCat]

Here's hoping that we'll have an inauguration instead of an insurrection and that corona will soon be a goner. But then it's a great deal easier to deal with external problems if one can get their own mind into the right place.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling better and more hopeful today.

I feel tired today!

[Breaking Dawn]

This has been a difficult morning for me but it will probably get better later on.

I don't feel well. It is so hard to live under the Corona restrictions and on the top the cold weather has come and made it worse.

Yesterday was a typical day for me. In the last few days and right now the weather is pretty warm. It's nice that it's that way, but one drawback is that I have windows and the front door opened and I'm hearing noises that I don't want. I miss the cooler days in having all of the windows and door closed with no noise.

Another thing has just come up. My sister called me just before 11. Our conversation didn't last very long. When she called there was a lot of noise. She was cleaning up the dishes while she's talking to me. I felt like that noise was annoying to me. I told her that I was being annoyed by the noise. She then sarcastically said, "I'll call back when I can just sit down". I told her not to bother and hung up. I really felt bad for doing that. It's happened so many times before.

She says that she's always very busy. I don't know why. She doesn't work and her two kids are adults. My parents were never that busy when my brother and I were much younger than her kids are now. Also she always gets interrupted on the phone. I don't why since she's the one who makes the call. When her husband interrupts, she tells him that she's on the phone with me. She doesn't tell him ahead of time that she's going to call me. I wonder why that is?

Maybe I'm not making sense on this. I suppose that Depression can make you do things that doesn't make sense to others. Or I'm just getting old and flipping out like other old people do.