[Deilla]

I feel stressed and overwhelmed. I have an appointment today. I'm tired of having appointments. I feel worn out. I didn't sleep well. I'm sad and anxious. I won't be able to go back to sleep. I have to get ready. Getting dressed is the worst part.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I feel stressed and overwhelmed. I have an appointment today. I'm tired of having appointments. I feel worn out. I didn't sleep well. I'm sad and anxious. I won't be able to go back to sleep. I have to get ready. Getting dressed is the worst part.

Good luck with your appointment, Deilla! And I'm sending you special calming dust to help you rest when you get back.

[Rose76]

Since yesterday I've been doing better than how I was past few weeks.

[hvert]

Feeling kind of cranky this morning and wishing I didn't.

[Rose76]

For 2 previous days, I was doing pretty good. (Sunday I really felt I was on the way up.) But today was bad. I've done nothing all day. I'm getting really good at doing nothing. Now that's really scaring me.

[Deilla]

I finished a couple of items on my to-do list. So I feel good about that. I have one more item, but it has to wait for sunrise. I will try to have a good day. I just really feel blah.

[TishaBuv]

Up! One good day and counting...

[Rose76]

Anxious today. Tired, though I slept pretty well.

[Breaking Dawn]

Not doing my best right now but I do feel hope & eventual possibilities.

[Deilla]

I feel slightly irritated today. But I am going through a med change.

[Rose76]

Today was better than yesterday. I had to go out to get my vaccine shot. Being forced to dress and leave the house did me a world of good. I shopped at Walmart. My back and neck and r. arm are sore. I'm staying off the Indocin for a bit. It did help, but I think I get side effects with it. I got weepy after shopping, thinking of my s.o. Recovered from that okay. My kitchen looks nice. Bought an additional rug for it.

I haven't posted on here lately because there wasn't much for me to talk about. Well, anyways, this afternoon I got talking to a co worker who normally works at home. He came in because I had a package for him. He told me that he had lunch with another co worker, who will be leaving next week for another job, and that co worker told him that the company will be holding on to the site for another four years. I asked some higher ups about it and they told me that it's just a proposal and that they will have a meeting about it next week.

Some people seem to be happy for me about this, if it turns out to be true, That I don't have to worry about leaving. But I don't feel all that enthused about it. I was looking forward to not going back to that place anymore. I made plans. I feel sick to my stomach about having to be there for quite a while longer, to be honest. But If I am going to stay on, than I want to have some changes made about my job.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Rose76

Today was better than yesterday. I had to go out to get my vaccine shot. Being forced to dress and leave the house did me a world of good. I shopped at Walmart. My back and neck and r. arm are sore. I'm staying off the Indocin for a bit. It did help, but I think I get side effects with it. I got weepy after shopping, thinking of my s.o. Recovered from that okay. My kitchen looks nice. Bought an additional rug for it.

God bless you, @Rose76!!

[Cocosurviving]

Many Meds and Treatments for Rare Diseases are Available at Speciality Pharmacies Instead of local “Regular Pharmacies.” Pharmaceutical Companies want to Keep Our Business.

We are Assigned Patient Support Specialists. They Follow Up, Check-In Prior to Colonial Holiday Closing, Schedule Shipping and Handle Problems We Encounter Getting Adequate & Correct Medical Treatment.

If Your Provider Decides to Change Your Speciality Meds or Treatment. It Will be Your Responsibility to Notify Your Assigned Patient Support Specialists.

You Will Be Assigned New Patient Support Specialists Each Time Your Speciality Meds or Treatment is with a Different Pharmaceutical Company.

I’ve Opted for Sending My Patient Support Specialists, Dear Jane Emails. Lol

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[Cocosurviving]

I received my first two Xolair injections (speciality monthly treatments) on Friday, April 23rd 2021.

So Far My Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria Flare Ups and Angioedema have *NOT Changed.

I’ve had an increase in my Fibromyalgia Pain. (I’m a 4:20 LICENSED Spoonie). I’ve purchased infused bath bombs, I have cannabis edibles and medical cannabis to smoke .

It seemed like every pharmaceutical medication recommended for my Fibromyalgia has serious side effects like “suicidal ideation”, “increased depression”, “increased anxiety and “agitation.”

I understand what “possible side effects” mean, it means enough people experienced those side effects to become a warning.

Immunologist - A). Has Recommended I Continue Taking Hydroxyzine Twice a Day and using Clobetasol cream
for Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria.

B)Dexamethasone for Angioedema.

I have my fingers crossed that Xolair injections will eventually put me in remission or reduce my Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria and Angioedema flare ups.

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[Deilla]

I feel better today than I've felt in a long time. I'm semi-hopeful for a good day. I just hope I can stay calm most of the day. I don't have a lot going on.

[Breaking Dawn]

I hope to improve.

It was an absolute horrible day for me. Today was supposed to be pay day and there had been a foul-up with my pay, so I didn't receive it, and I don't have enough to pay the rent this month because of it. I would have had plenty to cover me if it weren't for the foul-up. I have never been in this position before, ever! So I'm hoping for the best.

Also at work nothing much happened. Only one box was delivered in the whole day and that's it.

Another unexpected financial problem for me this morning. I checked on my
bank account and just got charged $19 for a maintenance fee. What is that all about? I never had one before in all to of the years I had the account. I can't talk to anyone at the bank today because it's closed. So I have to wait two days.
Wow, it seems like there's some kind of conspiracy against me suddenly. First,
I didn't get paid yesterday and my rent is due; and now this.

I'll try to make it through the day today. It's very hard when things are just going against me suddenly and for no reason. I feel like I'm living in a nightmare right now.

[Deilla]

I'm doing alright this morning. I heard from my sister, which I thought was nice.

I had a bad day.

but it's not difficult.. not had a good one in so long I've forgotten what it feels like

[Breaking Dawn]

I'm really sorry, @will19, about all that happening together like that. I remember an old saying, "when it rains it pours." My fingers are crossed for you. I hope it all turns out ok for you.

[Deilla]

I did some things this morning to help me feel calm. Maybe I can relax today.

[TishaBuv]

Was down but now up. I see a pattern. I wonder if I do have bipolar depression due to the time frame where I become back to baseline again. I never get ‘manic’, although I wonder if my anger and flight response is the mania part of bipolar.

It’s always the same few things that trigger me, though, and the people doing them don’t understand how to stop no matter how I try to make them understand.

Yesterday was a very busy day for me. I went to see a friend and he was able to help me with money to pay the rent, since there was the foul-up with being paid on Friday. I also called my friend from college to wish him a happy birthday and spoke to my brother, whom I haven't spoken to for a while.

This morning I went to get a haircut for the first time in six months. My hair was very long and now it's very short. Talked to my sister after that. It went OK but I get a sensation that something's wrong with her. I didn't go on a long bike ride like I always do on Sundays because of the wetness outside. I don't know if I can get any kind of bike ride in today since there are passing heavy drizzles throughout the day.