[Kelly68]

Originally Posted by will19

I wanted to reply to those two sentences around a couple of days ago but I had put it off. That quote, up above, sounds so much like me. My GP said that I had depression but didn't go details as to what kind it was.

I'll have times when I would feel great but then it's so easy to sink down. Either I will think of something coming up that I'm dreading, something is going to go wrong (in my imagination), or most of all someone will upset me.

Thanks Will
It's been particularly tough this past year. It is true that it's hard to remember a day of peace. I find it hard to not worry or feel some kind of guilt and deep sadness. I'm getting older, with that comes worries in itself.

I admire you keep.going despite things being difficult. I'm trying, thanks for noticing. I still haven't grieved my dad. Pain is better but work is getting to me. Enough about me, hugs to all here

[Deilla]

I feel okay. I've been playing games and doing chores. Things are alright.

[Rose76]

I feel so unwell. Only slept 2 hours. I'll try Benadryl. To be so tired, but unable to sleep, feels miserable.

Originally Posted by Rose76

Went out to run some errands. I'm still awfully weak physically. I never expected anemia to do all this to me. It scares me.

I'm supposed to start PT soon. I guess, with effort, I should be able to regain my normal strength and stamina. It's like I aged 10 years in the last month. Scarey.

It will become better, slowly. I know that that is not a help at the moment, but may be it can give you a sparkle of hope ....

I have never been so totally drained by anemia as you are now, but I have been almost there. So I have some sort of a knowledge of that there is hope in the other end of the tunnel.

Something unexpected happened this morning that I had to fix. It took hours. I am tired but content. I believe my life is on the right track.

[Yzen]

I am feeling more hopeful today. I made peace with some things I was worried about. Sometimes that is all it takes to make things a little better.

[Rose76]

I got 4 more hours of sleep and feel improved.

[regretful]

Haven't been here for years...depression is back and so am I...for now. Wrestling with, you guessed it, regrets...about my life, choices, business decisions, and more. I'm told to count my blessings, which I do...Just feeling trapped.

[Breaking Dawn]

I am using music, humor, games, & CBT come backs to keep me in the ups as much as possible.

the batteries went in my small fan todan

frustrating since the ones it takes you can't get from the shop... need to order them online.

was meant to have a call from my mental health team at 12:00 (I called them earlier and told them I needed to talk), but at 15:34, and even later, nothing

been feeling quite low in terms of thoughts, actually really bad

I haven't been sleeping well lately. When I don't sleep well, I get depression very easily. I feel like I'm loaded with depression today. I guess it's because of a combination of things that went wrong and excessive worrying about the future. I'm worried a lot about my health and maybe there'll come a time when the careless things I did for myself will catch up to me.

not feeling too great

one of my famous stomach aches

[Rose76]

I seem to be improved physically this morning. Mentally, I'm having much anxiety.

I see a doctor this morning. I wish I could get medication to relieve anxiety. I'm not sure I even dare ask. Don't want to be seen med seeking.

[Kelly68]

I worry too much, but now i tried twice to get my car fixed and financially I'm in the hole. Going to bring it to the mechanic again tomorrow, but i might be out of a job by then.

[Kelly68]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I seem to be improved physically this morning. Mentally, I'm having much anxiety.

I see a doctor this morning. I wish I could get medication to relieve anxiety. I'm not sure I even dare ask. Don't want to be seen med seeking.

I know sometimes doctors assume we are med seeking, but there can't be harm in asking for that help when you need it badly. Best to you, i hope you get something for help if only temporarily. Hugs

Not much of a day so far. Just did some light shopping. I plan on a bike ride later unless something else comes up. There had been some days, since I left my job, that have been like that. I planned on my ride and then ended up staying in because of having to make important phone calls suddenly.

I woke up this morning with heavy thoughts about the future as to what will happen to or for me. Having dreaded thoughts like how will I handle being very ill and alone. I'm fine now but I'll never know when my health will take a tumble. And then I think about, when I pass away, how will that be handled?

Right now I'm waiting on a payment that was supposed to have arrived last week, but there had been some problems with the processing of it. That has sent me into a real whirl and it feels like a wake-up-call.

[regretful]

Sleep was okay last night; but the trapped feeling is still here. I worked diligently to mitigate this depression once before, and I suppose that I'm doing the same work again. Better days ahead.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling very stressed this afternoon. I've had a busy day. But I made things easier on myself for tomorrow. So that should help. I plan to go to bed soon.

[Rose76]

I still have severe anemia. I might have to the hospital tomorrow.

The doctor did prescribe Ativan for my anxiety. I sure hope it helps me feel less awful.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I still have severe anemia. I might have to the hospital tomorrow.

The doctor did prescribe Ativan for my anxiety. I sure hope it helps me feel less awful.

Good luck, Rose!

[Breaking Dawn]

I'm not experiencing anything very down or up right now. I have some goals for today. I'm going to try harder to fulfill at least part of them.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling very low today. I don't feel like doing anything. I just want to sleep all day.

[Cocosurviving]

“I been wanting to tweet this for a few days now...

If EVERYONE needs therapy, then the problems EVERYONE is dealing with are systemic, cultural... too big to be confronted alone between two people. It's actually a grave injustice to make individuals responsible for this.” @peoplesOracle (Twitter)

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[Kelly68]

Brought car in told to come back again later. Making me stressed. Would like to change jobs or quit. I'm tired but i keep trying.

[Cocosurviving]

“As someone who has been consistently going to therapy for years & working "on myself"....... let me tell you there is only so much individual introspection and healing you can do when the structural forces and external events contributing to mental illness continue acting on you.”
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