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Old Aug 03, 2021, 06:52 AM
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I wish I had the way for you, dear Mimi. I will keep wishing & hoping & praying for your freedom & a safe place to be!
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Old Aug 03, 2021, 06:59 AM
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I wish I had the way for you, dear Mimi. I will keep wishing & hoping & praying for your freedom & a safe place to be!
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Old Aug 04, 2021, 01:04 PM
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Dear Mimi I am thinking on you and wish you well. I hope that there will be some kind of help for you. You are a wonderful person!
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Old Aug 05, 2021, 05:20 AM
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I hope you'll be able to find help. I'm also from Asia and have some friends from your country. I know how they can be when it comes to mental illnesses. They never believe it. I wish I could help, but I can only pray for your safety.
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Old Aug 05, 2021, 10:55 AM
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Dear Mimi I am thinking on you and wish you well. I hope that there will be some kind of help for you. You are a wonderful person!
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Old Aug 05, 2021, 10:56 AM
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I hope you'll be able to find help. I'm also from Asia and have some friends from your country. I know how they can be when it comes to mental illnesses. They never believe it. I wish I could help, but I can only pray for your safety.
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Old Aug 05, 2021, 10:59 AM
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I wish I had the way for you, dear Mimi. I will keep wishing & hoping & praying for your freedom & a safe place to be!
Please pray that it happens soon. I am running out of patience, cannot hang in there for much longer.
Feeling frustrated, hopeless, restless and terribly lonely.
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Old Sep 13, 2021, 04:01 AM
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Not well. Very depressed with low energy, feeling drowsy and no motivation. Plus physical pain. Feeling lonely. Still no word from the usa government. Why are they disowning me when they are taking in so many refugees some of whom may even be terrorists? I feel abandoned and worthless. Will help never arrive?
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Old Dec 09, 2021, 02:22 AM
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3 more months. Yet no word from the US government. I was expecting them to take me back to USA by this Dec 31. But they have not even cared to contact me. God please make something happen. I have been suffering a lot.
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Old Dec 09, 2021, 02:32 AM
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My fingers are crossed for you, Mimi. I think it will happen.
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Old Dec 09, 2021, 03:12 AM
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My fingers are crossed for you, Mimi. I think it will happen.
Thank you so much. Your words give me hope.
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Old Aug 05, 2022, 05:11 AM
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Too depressed. I am unemployed and stay with my parents. I have food and shelter but there is no love. My dad wanted to have me as his girlfriend and my mom refused to stand by me. My other people are mean to me as well. My ex American boyfriend dumped me while the ex before him is an anti-social, in fact a terrorist, and is threatening to kill me. He and his people physically torture me every day. They hold high positions in the Indian defense department and I camnot go to the police to complain against them.

I wrote to the usa government several times asking for refuge but have not received any response. Im currently stuck in India, dying a little every day. I would have killed myself had I not had 3 cats who are completely dependent on me. If I die they will die. Is there no help for me?? I will not survive if I cannot get out of India.
I am not well, still struggling and feeling hopeless and helpless. God please help me. I feel I can't go on any more.
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Old Aug 20, 2022, 05:41 AM
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Once people used to refer to me as a royal warrior and a fighter and now...I am a loser, an idiot, someone people can ridicule, I have no right to live in this world. I have no use in this world. I am worthless. I should die.
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Old Aug 21, 2022, 05:24 PM
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Once people used to refer to me as a royal warrior and a fighter and now...I am a loser, an idiot, someone people can ridicule, I have no right to live in this world. I have no use in this world. I am worthless. I should die.
The people who have made you feel this way are the losers.
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Old Aug 21, 2022, 09:40 PM
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The people who have made you feel this way are the losers.
Thank you Breaking Dawn.

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Old Aug 25, 2022, 01:24 PM
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Mimi is beautiful and precious to this world
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Old Aug 25, 2022, 10:36 PM
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Old Aug 28, 2022, 04:22 AM
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Yesterday's gone and tomorrow may never be mine...Lord help me today, show me the way...give me the strength to do everyday what I have to do....
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Old Aug 28, 2022, 04:22 AM
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Oh God please give me justice. Every time I come to this world, I am used, abused and tortured. I can't take it any more. Please help me God.
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Old Aug 28, 2022, 07:10 AM
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I'm physically very sick. Feeling dizzy, lightheaded and exhausted all the time. Plus strong nausea. The doctors suspect that the oxygen level in my brain is going down, not as much to cause death or coma, but enough to make me feel horribly sick.
Feeling physically sick all the time is taking a toll on my mental health as well.

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Sorry for the negative thoughts, I hope not to trigger anyone who reads this post.

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Old Aug 28, 2022, 10:08 AM
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Mimi I am glad you are alive, I do hope you feel better soon
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Old Aug 28, 2022, 10:40 AM
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Mimi I am glad you are alive, I do hope you feel better soon
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Old Sep 13, 2022, 10:11 AM
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I feel so hopeless and restless. Took 1 mg of ativan to calm down.
https://twitter.com/mimibhaduri/stat...FptMnmVC6q7FkQ
Please help me God.
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Old Sep 16, 2022, 08:10 AM
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Hello
Please hold on
It is surreal that a young person should go through all this bad
It will get better... please write here if it is at least a bit helpful
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Old Sep 16, 2022, 09:41 AM
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we all love our mimi
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