[Fuzzybear]

wish that worked...

[Aardwolf]

Why won't the nightmares stop ?All the time it keeps happening. It never ends. Whjy won't it stop. why won't it give me peace ? Peace is all i want. Please make it go away.

[Deilla]

I cooked some food this morning so I feel like I accomplished something. I was feeling pretty worthless. When I need someone no one is around. It's always that way. I'm pretty useless and worthless.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by regretful

It wears you down like a sand dune near a beach...it erodes you so slowly, but it's there all the time...depression is simply a terrible thing...I wish all of you well in your struggle with this terrible affliction.

That is so true.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I totally have unsupportive people in my life. I feel angry. My therapist upset me today and my mom just whined and complained. I'm not in a good mood.

I understand how you feel. I have similar problems.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I’m pretty depressed right now but I can’t pinpoint the exact cause of it. But I do know it’s not my transference T for once.

I’m sorry that you are feeling depressed. I understand how you feel.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

Fairly busy today. Just worked out in the morning. In the afternoon I went out for a little bit. It seemed like that made me feel better. Having anxiety about the blood/urine test tomorrow morning.

Sometime distraction is good thing. Good luck with your doctor appointment tomorrow.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Kelly68

Pain is keeping me from sleeping. The doctor is testing my patience, I really need the stuff. One day without it and everything hurts. I can try to distract myself, but phsyical pain is something I often see no solution for. He gave me arthritis pills, but a blood test said no I don't have that. I know what hurts and it hurts.

I understand how you are feeling.

[herethennow]

i haven't been on this forum for some years, and was searching for it only to know that it was changed from PC to a new name.
reading all my past stuff made me tear up and i am grateful for the support that PC (now mysupportforums) gave me during that point in my life. i have forged friendships during that time, and for one, i wonder how she is doing.

as for me, the past few years saw a shift in my life as i began a full time job, finally found the right psychiatrist and psychologist for me, and just lived. things haven't been easy, but it's always one step at a time.

just wanted to leave a message to say thank you.

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, @herethennow! Thank you so much for sharing here. I hope you visit us some more, now & then?

[Buffy01]

I’m feeling really down, depressed today. I wish I knew how to feel better.

[Mountaindewed]

I wonder if today was the rumblings of SAD for me. Although it’s starting later then usual. But last year things were just a mess in general for me because of my transference T and post op depression and video sessions and Covid and America was just on edge this time last year and all that **** and that stuff isn’t going on this year. So idk. Maybe today was just a fluke.

[Fuzzybear]

here. maybe....

[Deilla]

I had trauma at the dumpster today. Something I won't mention. It's gross. I didn't do it. Someone else did and it made me sick. I feel awful. I checked my shoes and they were fine. I tried to be careful. I forgot my Nicotine patch this morning. I just put it on. Maybe that will help calm me down. I'm afraid to sleep.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Buffy01

I’m feeling really down, depressed today. I wish I knew how to feel better.

[Mountaindewed]

I felt ok today overall. I finally got a haircut and it was a good one and I feel like a good haircut always makes someone feels better. I am hoping I’m finally getting used to the time change after a 15 minute wait for something. I’m hoping that’s all I needed.

A so-so kind of day but I felt like I was in pretty good spirits and wondered why.
One thing that happened that wasn't so good is that my friend called me this morning and asked me to go to lunch with him on Wednesday. I turned it down because I would have to pick him up, take him to that place, and then bring him home. It's a round trip that's a lot of miles for me. It cost so much for gas and I'm not in a great place financially right now. He doesn't get it. Plus, his wife has a volunteering job close to where I live. I suggested that she can bring him to my place and we'd have lunch together at my home. He didn't want to do it.

[Deilla]

I had a good day. I was active and productive.

[Rose76]

Not sleeping well. Bad anxiety earlier. I get very sore physically. I'm not keeping up with things.

[Deilla]

I see the eye doctor today. I'm trying to remain calm about the whole thing. I am a little nervous. Maybe more sleep will help.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Very low energy, low mood, pain and breathing difficulty. Anxious about the future. No word from the us government yet. God please make everything ok soon. 😢

[Rose76]

I'm having such a miserable night. Can't sleep. Awful anxiety. Feel nauseated. Stuffy nose.

Today has been a busy but dull. I went to do the laundry this morning at 6:30 and all of the washers were already taken. It's the first time that's happened since I retired in early June. When I was working, I did the laundry every Saturday morning and half the time the machines would be taken. But on weekdays, not as much, which is nice. Last night I predicted that would happen because today is Veteran's Day and I figured that those who work on the weekdays would take advantage of doing it today rather than Saturday. I was right!

My sister called this morning and we had a pretty good talk. I have not heard from her in quite a while.

At the area where I live we're having a heat wave. It's going to last from today until next Tuesday. I hate hot days, especially at this time of year when we had some nice cooler days. It's weird that it feels like summer and looks like winter.

[Rose76]

I'm feeling back to normal. No nausea or anxiety. Not depressed. Got to straighten up my messy apartment.

[Deilla]

I'm a bit bored and lonely today. I wish I had somewhere to go.