[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

I got my urine test result early this morning, and so far, it looks good. The only item I haven't received yet is the urine culture. I think it takes two days to see if there's any growth. As far as the result is for the bacteria in urine, it's all clear (or none), so I think it's a good sign. But I'm cautiously optimistic. Two weeks ago, when I took the test, there were some in the urine bacteria count. Not this time, but we'll see.

Once again, I was busy in the morning, but nothing much in the afternoon. I'm feeling better today because of getting the result this morning but I would feel better when it's all done.

Awesome glad everything worked out

[hiddenaway]

I’m tired but it was a good day. I’m ready to love on Drew for a bit before bed.

[Stillhuman]

Originally Posted by will19

I've been feeling down a lot lately. Maybe it's because of spring. Spring has been a bad season for me for a good long time. I'm feeling like I can't do anything right or what I do comes out wrong. Feeling discouraged.

Spring is a bad time for me too sometimes. It’s like I made it through the winter now I am sad but with more energy.

[Buffy01]

having disability causing me to feel depressed

I was feeling so-so this morning. But in the afternoon I felt sunk. After lunch I was worried because I felt like I had a loose front tooth. But now it doesn't feel loose. I had an apple after lunch and the skin got wedged in in-between two front teeth.

I still miss the Jacuzzi. There's no telling of when the repairs will be made. Also I'm having some anxiety about the people in the apartment next to me moving out. I wonder who will take their place. Lately the new tenants haven't been that wonderful.

[Rose76]

I spent all day off in my own little world inside my head. I like having this inner world I can go to where I can keep myself amused and interested. But I've been overdoing it. I'm spending too much time all alone and not really wanting to be bothered with anyone. It's not a happy way of being. I need contact. I need to get out of the house. I need to go do things. But I'm just not making an effort. I keep thinking that I won't fit in anywhere, and I won't really like anything that I could be getting involved in. Part of me knows that's foolish thinking. When I try things, I'm always glad I did. If I try 3 things, maybe 2 will disappoint. But one of the 3 will likely feel rewarding. I need to try.

[Mountaindewed]

I heard there might be a film strike as well as the writers strike which could affect every part of TV and film. I'm wondering what would happen if the news anchors went on strike? They mentioned it on CNN this mornkng. Like how we would get our news? Idk. Its more important that these folks get what they need/want though.

Seems a bit end of the worldish though. TV and movies going away.

The usual for today. Cleaned this morning and nothing much in the afternoon. What Rose just said sounds just like me.

[Stillhuman]

This sounds crazy. I’m changing my job. I’m nervous.

[Buffy01]

I’m working on my anger

[Rose76]

I'm not wanting to do anything. I'm not depressed really . . . just apathetic. I've been sleeping late. Weekends have been unhappy for me. I don't like the weekend. This is a holiday weekend. That makes it even worse. I feel weak.

I woke up feeling depressed and anxious this morning. Today turned out to be an out of the ordinary - a mixed bag kind of day. I had anxiety this morning because of my loose tooth. Fortunately my dentist was nice enough to service me today and now it's all set. And my friend from college wants to call me on Tuesday. He and I have a lot to talk about. The bad part of the day was in the late afternoon when I got a flat tire on my bike. At least I was near home when it happened. It's a first time in a while that I got a flat.

[3rd rock]

I am beginning to have thoughts of taking my own life, to the extent that if they get much worse I may have to seek emergency medical attention. Everything has been going very poorly; I cannot write anymore, and I don't derive any happiness from the sole source of happiness in my life anymore either. I have no hope of finding employment better than the soul-crushing job I absolutely hate. Rents are reaching such an extreme in my hometown that I am stuck in my current housing, which is awful. I feel like I can't live here, like this, anymore, but neither can I seek out anything better, because there is nothing better for someone of my income and general station in life. I have been single for so long that I don't even believe I have the capacity to love another person again. It is no longer possible to see even the slimmest hope of a better life.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I am beginning to have thoughts of taking my own life, to the extent that if they get much worse I may have to seek emergency medical attention. Everything has been going very poorly; I cannot write anymore, and I don't derive any happiness from the sole source of happiness in my life anymore either. I have no hope of finding employment better than the soul-crushing job I absolutely hate. Rents are reaching such an extreme in my hometown that I am stuck in my current housing, which is awful. I feel like I can't live here, like this, anymore, but neither can I seek out anything better, because there is nothing better for someone of my income and general station in life. I have been single for so long that I don't even believe I have the capacity to love another person again. It is no longer possible to see even the slimmest hope of a better life.

I completely understand how you feel. I been there myself

[Rose76]

I've been sad all day.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I'm not wanting to do anything. I'm not depressed really . . . just apathetic. I've been sleeping late. Weekends have been unhappy for me. I don't like the weekend. This is a holiday weekend. That makes it even worse. I feel weak.

I can completely understand how your feeling :hug I feel this way myself

[Rose76]

It's very hot. That makes it harder to cope.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I've been sad all day.

I hear you

[Rose76]

Right now I'm exhausted. I just did a bunch of thinking, and I'm completely worn out. I'm going to bed, which is ridiculous at this hour. But feeling really low and depressed . . . and trying to think my way out of it . . . has tired me out. Wish I could fall asleep for awhile. My mind is so tired.

[Mountaindewed]

I couldnt get out of bed until almost 11 but it didnt quite seem like depression. Just a total lack of physical energy due to not sleeping good because of pain. Once I got the energy to get in the shower I was fine all day.

It must be a mix of depression and physical stuff I'm feeling. I don't know what was up with today though. Thats just kinda weird.

[Albatross2008]

Could be better, could be worse. There's something of a heat wave blowing through here, and I'm not doing as much as I planned because I don't want the heat to trigger a migraine. But business is getting taken care of.

[Rose76]

I feel sleepy and want to go back to bed. This is ridiculous at this hour - 3:30 p.m. I've spent plenty of time in bed. I'm depressed. It's making me awful tired.

I need help, but there isn't any.

[Buffy01]

I felt really awful due to not being accepted :sadhug in the program because no one does the exam that I need

Same as always for today. I'm feel like I'm dreading next week. It looks like it might be "hell" week from next Friday (the 14th) to Thursday (the 20th). On Friday I have an appointment to bring my bike in to do some work that they couldn't do last week when I brought it in. That's not so bad but after that it's more challenging.

A week from today there will be a big parade near me and I always hate those parades. It makes me feel like my place is being taken over by the crowds and noise. Also next Saturday a new neighbor will move in next to me so that's going noisy while I cleaning. That sucks.

The following Tuesday I go to the dentist for a check up and cleaning. The check ups have been good lately so I hope that will be the case. I'm not crazy about the cleaning part. And then on Thursday I have an appointment with the Urologist. If all those things go well, then I'll be all set for a while.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

Same as always for today. I'm feel like I'm dreading next week. It looks like it might be "hell" week from next Friday (the 14th) to Thursday (the 20th). On Friday I have an appointment to bring my bike in to do some work that they couldn't do last week when I brought it in. That's not so bad but after that it's more challenging.

A week from today there will be a big parade near me and I always hate those parades. It makes me feel like my place is being taken over by the crowds and noise. Also next Saturday a new neighbor will move in next to me so that's going noisy while I cleaning. That sucks.

The following Tuesday I go to the dentist for a check up and cleaning. The check ups have been good lately so I hope that will be the case. I'm not crazy about the cleaning part. And then on Thursday I have an appointment with the Urologist. If all those things go well, then I'll be all set for a while.

You sound very busy