sadness

today use to be one of my favorite days. i send cards and get my family candy. But this year I feel like I'm going to have a psychotic break. The crying, taking more of the medication I have been prescribed and just laying on the couch. Of course, when Mama needs something or need to go to the store, I take her and I try to act normal. It's when I get home that I fall apart again. I am definitely not going to the hosp. Last time was absolutly horrible. I know that everytime I post it;s the same old story. I just need for someone to talk to me. I've asked my son to come over and sit w/me then I will call him back and say I'm ok. I am so so sorry to keep boring everyone w/this crap, I have no where else to turn. My theraptist isn't in today so I went to my son's house to give the kids their valentines. I didn't stay long. I had to go to the store again for mom. I am so tired and my whole body is painful. Just please forgive me for complaining.........j

sorry i didnt notice this earlier pucky... no problem, thats why we're hear... to listen... support...

dont give up.... think a few good things today... not that you have to force yourself to dwell or feel fakey happy...

just, feel good a few times.... look at the sky, the tress, a dog, a baby... good is around if we notice it...

pm me if you'd like... take care..

Pucky, I'm sorry you're feeling so bad today. Valentine's is tough for day. It's basically the one day of the year when the world tells you, "if you're not in a happy relationship, you're a loser". Which is not at all true, but it sells cards and flowers and jewelry. But, remember, it is just one day, it now it is almost over.

I know it must be frustrating to feel like you do so much for others but have no one when you need support. You don't have to apologize for complaining, everyone needs a place to vent, and from what I've seen so far, this seems like a fine place to do it.

BTW, in case you haven't already gotten a proper Valentine today -

((((Pucky)))))
So sorry you had a bad day yesterday
never feel bad about what you need to say
Valentines day and other holidays are hard for alot of ppl
Me being one of them
the good news is you are never alone here

Take it from someone who keeps everything in....and crys alone.....its ok to let it out;
Take care of yourself
muffy

Hello (((PUCKY))). I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. I hope you call your therapist and let your therapist know that you are not doing well at this time, so hopefully your meds can get adjusted to help you feel better. Take care ((( PUCKY))). Soidhonia