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Aug 15, 2008, 04:33 PM
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My SI and suicidal thoughts have been increasing lately. I looked at this site to be cremated the other day and bookmarked it. I have been having my kids go to their dad with questions and activities, and have been taking Xanax to get me through the day by sleeping.
Anyway, today I was grocery shopping with my husband and I kept showing him what brands to buy, how to figure out prices, what the kids like to eat, how to prepare meals, etc. This kind of freaked me out because I wasn't doing it intentionally. I wonder if my subconscious "knows" something? I'm scared and just needed to get this out. Thanks for listening.    
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 complic8d"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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#2
Aug 15, 2008, 05:58 PM
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((((((((((((((( complic8d ))))))))))))))))
  You matter here and I care, if I can help at all PM me
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Aug 15, 2008, 07:13 PM
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Hey complic8d;
Please don't do anything like suicide, your kids and husband need you and before you say it, yes they do need you and no they wouldn't be better of without you. Call your therapist and let him/her know what your doing and how your feeling, and if you can't get ahold of him/her, please go to the hospital for help. You are too special and you will be missed by us and your loved one. Does your husband know what you're thinking? If not, tell him and have him take you to the ER! Take care and hugs
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Today I am going to spend more time looking for all the positive things about myself. Today I recongnize myself and acknowledge myself as a terrific human being. by of: Time for Joy by Ruth Fishel Cindy 
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Aug 16, 2008, 02:30 PM
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Thanks for the responses. I got myself through the rest of the day with Xanax (yes, according to my dr's instructions). That's my plan for the weekend because I do see my pdoc on Monday. What he will suggest... I don't know.
   Thanks for caring!
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complic8d"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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Aug 16, 2008, 03:33 PM
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If you really start feeling bad and need to talk and you feel you can't talk with family or friends, pm me or anyone else in the group you would feel comfortable talking with. I know it's hard sometimes, I feel like giving up alot myself, but you need to talk with people who knows exactly how your feeling, and to know they will understand and not judge. Take care and please be safe!
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Today I am going to spend more time looking for all the positive things about myself. Today I recongnize myself and acknowledge myself as a terrific human being. by of: Time for Joy by Ruth Fishel Cindy
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Aug 17, 2008, 08:59 AM
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Complic8d, I have been there before. One weekend I when through all of my personal belongings...threw a bunch away. Canceled everything on my calendar and didn't commit to anything new. This is not a good place to be.
Stay in touch with the people you are closest to and trust. If you start having thoughts that sound like a good idea but you have to keep them secret...they probably aren't a good idea. Good decisions can stand up to the light of examination by others. Be kind to yourself. Take a break from what you can. (((Complic8d))) |
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