Giving up

sorry for anything that i may have said that may have upset anyone here, never meant to....harm none..I can't even get that right apparently....i just feel like i don't belong anywhere anymore....not even in my own home....my world is falling apart and i can't stop it....

(((((soveh)))))
you belong here, you belong in this world, is there anything positive you can hold onto to help you get through this difficult time? please dont give up, and always remember you belong

You belong here

((((soveh))))

You belong here and you haven't posted anything wrong here, you need to stop being so hard on yourself and judging yourself hard, you are special and we love to have you here.

hugs.

(((((((((((((( Soveh ))))))))))))))))

Hey, I'm new here and I'm just beginning to learn how to get around on the site. I do know how you feel about feeling like you don't even belong in your own house. I'm right there with you. In my head I know what is going on with me emotionally, but no matter how hard I try I can't get it to stop. I have this big empty feeling inside....

Soveh

Thanks for all the hugs folks..I try to hold on...I hardly sleep anymore...I just lie there and watch his face, drinking in every detail so that I will never forget anything about him....

Hi Soveh, I am fairly new here too. First of all, we all belong here or we wouldn't be here. We are our own family. Just like you, at times I feel I don't belong in my home and I am probably the most functional and sane member of my biological family. I don't know anything about what you are going through, although I see that it involves a "him". I have had alot of totally sleepless nights and days I felt as if I would not make it through and didn't want to. Break-up of relationship & family issues. Please don't give up and remember, even though we don't actually know you, we know you and love you. You do belong here. You belong where ever you want to be.
(((((((((Soveh)))))))))))) ~HollyDolly~

My husband is having these 'episodes' where he stands up, and starts trembling, and either ends up back in his chair, or on the floor. He loses all control of his muscles. Saturday afternoon, he got up from our dining room table, walked about 10', stopped to stretch and blacked-out, it only lasted long enough for him to hit the floor and badly bruise and bloody his nose. He is being put thru all kinds of tests by a cardiologist, and a neurologist....He's supposed to have a tilt table test next week, but we found out that even though it's the ONLY place in Utah that does these tests....my insurance won't cover it and so we have to cancel it...it's too expensive....we are living paycheck to paycheck as it is. We are both terrified.

appeal the insurance decision!!!!!

do not take put offs either by their antics of postponing call backs etc.

get paperwork, write them, write your local congressman, talk to anyone that will listen... even if you have to, call a social worker at the hospital that has the test, and see if you can get help.

do not give up!

keep at it.

research groups with similar symptoms to get support and guide you in the right direction.

there is much to try.

please stay strong.

this will get taken care of, but you must take charge with ins. and make them do the right thing. talk to the higher ups, not the clerks.

go thru an appeal process, quickly, and you will win your test. advertise your situation.

good luck,
nightbird

((soveh)) you always belong here!! no worries about anything, we all have our rough days. we all care about you here at pc. please don't give up.

agony

Sometimes it feels like I have more rough days than any one person should....but thank you everyone.