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Dec 13, 2008, 08:53 AM
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i feel so miserable tonight,,,the thought on my mind making me crazy...i want to give up this time...iam tired i dont even have ebergy anymore...i need someone to hold me and makes this pain just go away.. icant sleep anymore its been more than a weeks that i never sleep ..iam frightened...i always have nightmare...everytime i close my eyes iam frightened...
i just want to sleep without dreams...just sleep and wish that i never wake up anymore... i dont want anything anymore in my life i only have one wish....i want to die...why its so hard for God to grant me my wish...i only have one wish just one....please i want to die so badly i cant fight anymore... i need to talk to someone tonight but i have noone..iam affraid i did something stupid ..iam just scared and hopeless...
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Dec 13, 2008, 08:56 AM
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I'm here
 Oh sweety, please call a help line or something... reach out and make sure you are not alone. I care about you and I know you're strong Molly
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Dec 13, 2008, 01:34 PM
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(((( puffyprue ))))
I know exactly how that feels You are in my thoughts
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Dec 13, 2008, 03:48 PM
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you're not hopeless
you FEEL hopeless there's a difference *hugs* 
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Dec 13, 2008, 04:56 PM
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i'm sorry you feel so badly. there was a time i felt the same way and it is a painful feeling. try to contact someone tonite-crisis line-and at least get that 1-on-1 support... and you are a stronger person than you give yourself credit for. you reached out to us. keep that spirit alive in you..
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Dec 13, 2008, 05:11 PM
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call a crisis line if you need to, nothing wrong with needing and asking for help. i hope you feel better soon.
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Dec 13, 2008, 05:54 PM
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Prue;
I know it's hard, but you have to try sleeping and not giving up you want to wake up again to see the beauty around you, that's when you don't see all the darkness first. Leave a radio on, or the tv or other sounds that may make your mind focus on that instead of the dreams. But please seek help, it sounds like you really need to be somewhere, where they can help you get through this dark time. Hugs Cindy
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Today I am going to spend more time looking for all the positive things about myself. Today I recongnize myself and acknowledge myself as a terrific human being. by of: Time for Joy by Ruth Fishel Cindy 
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Dec 13, 2008, 07:27 PM
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Relax, go for a walk all by yourself. About the sleep problem, the moment I get into bed my mind starts a brainstorm in my head and I keep having thoughts and thoughts that eventually get me anxious and keep me awake for hours. My only solution to this is sleeping with my iPod on, this way I concentrate and enjoy the music instead of my dark thoughts. Hope it works for you. -Darius/RB |
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Dec 14, 2008, 10:12 AM
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thanks everyone..for still care for me..maybe everyone get sick of me coz i still not getting any better...i need someone to hold me so i can sleep and i know that iam safe but no one want to hold me...iam so poor....my life so miserable...i dont even know why iam still alive...iam just spreding negative energy to everyone .....i hate me.....i hate my self so badly....iam tired coz all i do just cry all the time like akids...
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