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Old Mar 07, 2009, 09:36 AM
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Im a loser n nobody likes me. No one ever has. Im a no good piece of **** n i deserve 2 die.

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Old Mar 07, 2009, 09:43 AM
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((rachie)))) no one is a loser. we at times may feel so low it feels that way. imo
can you say whats going on?
Also you deserve to live
(you matter)))))))))))))))
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 09:49 AM
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I just hate myself im a bad mother a bad gf n a bad friend...ive wantd 2 kill myself since i was 13
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 09:54 AM
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do you have a Dr or a T?
no one is bad in my eyes...
everyone has worth and matter
Its hard to feel that way , how you are
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 09:58 AM
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I hav a doc. Dnt c psych n t til 26th may. Im useless. Im sick of all my nightmares cumin true instead of my dreams
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 10:04 AM
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I feel for you. I often feel the same way especially bc I once had a lot of friends and fun.
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 10:27 AM
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rachie, can u contact your doc and see if he can help? i know you're feeling down on yourself. it's the depression talking...it's hard not to listen to the beliefs it creates but you're certainly not a loser in my book! i care about you and how u 're feeling. many of us understand what you're going thru, please try and get some help. you matter to me.
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 10:38 AM
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wishing you hope.
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 11:26 AM
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(((((((((((((( Rachie )))))))))))))))
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 11:34 AM
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You gotta stay alive for your kid[s].
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 05:24 PM
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Hi, Rachie

If you feel like a loser then that means that there are things that you simply must work on - and I do mean WORK. You owe it to your child to be the best mother that you can be, don't you?
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 07:46 PM
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((((((((((everyone)))))))))) im trying my hardest to fix myself but it always feels like i take 1 step forward and 2 steps back...
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Old Mar 07, 2009, 09:18 PM
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((((((((((everyone)))))))))) im trying my hardest to fix myself but it always feels like i take 1 step forward and 2 steps back...
It's kind of funny how that is sometimes. It almost feels like you are doin' a tango with yourself sometimes (only not as fun of course).
Im a loser

That's definitely what life feels like sometimes...

Just try not to be so hard on yourself. If you're doing your best, that's all you can do. Reach out for help. If you are upset about something, change it. I know you can do it.

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Old Mar 08, 2009, 09:43 PM
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((((((((((beutifulxdremr))))))))))
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Old Mar 08, 2009, 09:56 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((rachie))))))))))))))))))))
Since you were 13?? That's so hard!!! I don't know what I would do in your position.... you are incredibly brave to have made it so far under all of that stress and pressure, and you must be feeling so down right now... I know that it feels impossible, but if you can find a little bit of energy to do so, try to do something that makes you smile, even if it's silly and superficial (like seeing a movie)! Please, PLEASE know that you DO matter, you DESERVE to live and, best of all, your kids love you!! It's hard for children not to love their parents, even when they're at their worst.

Hang in there, and keep going strong 'till that doc can see you!
Don't give up,
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Old Mar 09, 2009, 08:21 AM
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I would do things that made me happy but i never get time to myself. It may sound silly but what makes me feel really good is listening to really loud music and dancing around like crazy it just makes me feel well really free i guess! But i dont ever get to be alone in my house. I wont do this in front of anyone because its embarrassing and even when my bf isnt home i still cant do it because the music would scare my son and plus he never lets me have 5 mins peace anyway! Im just really sick of this roller coaster ride of emotions...i want off this ride but it seems like its never ending....thanx for all of the support peeps its much appreciated *hugs to all*
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Old Mar 09, 2009, 04:57 PM
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You do need time for yourself. It is essential and you must insist on it. Tell bf and anybody else in your life that they MUST help you make it happen.

Don't take "no" for an answer.
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Old Mar 11, 2009, 08:48 PM
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Stay alive for you and your kids. I have been kicking around a long time and I fight all the time to find the energy, the motivation, and the reason to keep going. No one can dictate your worth to you, you have to find just one thing, even if very small that gives you happiness, saticfaction, or at least reduces the pain. Focus on that, then look for another. You will find more and more. It will be hard, it will be a total effort, it will have regressions. Just find the one thing and build again
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Old Mar 12, 2009, 12:48 AM
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My god i think im losing my mind i didnt even remember that i wrote this post...Thanx 4 all the help and support guys its much appreciated...i just wish it didnt take so long to get better =(
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