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I am so stressed and depressed. I wish I could just check out for awhile.
I need to get away I think. I do not know how I deal with so much crap on a daily basis without going completely insane. I wish I was in the hospital. Is that crazy? I wish I was away from everything and everyone without the pressures and stress of work and bills. I cry all the time and it is exhausting to have to pretend that everything is okay in front of everyone, because things are not okay at all. |
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(((((((((((((((adamsgirl)))))))))))))
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As long as people aren't asking me if i'm all right, i am alright. |
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If it is crazy than so am I. When I become overwhelmed and stressed, I've often thought of hospitalization because it is a safe enviornment and will relieve me of the situations in which are causing me stress. I have had three needed hospitalizations, so I know what I am seriously thinking of.
However, if I can talk about wanting hospitalization or writing or talking to my therapist, it helps me to manage instead of wanting to run away. ![]() CC |
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((((((((((adamsgirl)))))))))))
There's nothing crazy about wanting to check out for a while. I'd give anything to get away to a safe environment that could keep my life at bay for a while. Maybe you could find other ways to escape temporarily? I like listening to music, for example, or going for a walk, or writing a long letter to a friend (which I may or may not send). It's a bit of temporary relief, I've found. Sorry things are so rough for you right now. I hope they start looking up soon. ![]()
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I know how you feel. I just talked to my therapist about this last week. I was thinking about my last hospitalization and how it was nice to be away. She talked to me about instead of checking into a hospital, why not go to a hotel for a couple of days?
She said I really wasn't in danger of hurting myself, I just needed a break. Could you possibly take a couple days off to do this? I know how tough it is, beleive me. I just felt like this last week, but for some reason, I snapped out of it and feel much better now. Hang in there. |
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I hope and pray for a better tomorrow for you and that your situation will get better. ![]()
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brephi Last edited by brephi; Apr 19, 2009 at 07:19 PM. Reason: confused |
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not in the least!!!
![]() I tend to wish I was in the hospital more often than I care to admit. ![]() |
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