[TrailRunner14]

Originally Posted by childofchaos831

That's great for standing up for what you need!

Thank you.

Originally Posted by Alhambra

Hi. My name is Alhambra. I have DID and well we just wanted to say hi.

Hi Alhambra.....welcome to PC!

Sitting in silence, playing on the ipad. Trying to figure out how to change our lives and our ways.....more wishing then anything else.

[yagr]

On Friday, a DNR order was added to my medical records.

really wishing it would rain.

the summer weather depresses us so much

all that's around today is sun, and singing birdies

ugg!. I really hope we get rain before the end of the month

[ACrystalGem]

Feeling low and alienated right now. But just being on this forum helps all of me's an awful lot. I've not posted in a while, but have been reading. Outside J wants to say a big thank you for everyone being open and honest on here.

Originally Posted by ACrystalGem

Feeling low and alienated right now. But just being on this forum helps all of me's an awful lot. I've not posted in a while, but have been reading. Outside J wants to say a big thank you for everyone being open and honest on here.

hi welcome to the forum.

I'm glad you are finding it helps!

lots of family memories.

just sitting here isn't going to make them go away... so came on here.

still no sleep

yesterday the radio station we like went down (ugg we hate that!)

luckily the owner gary was able to fix it quickly

seeing our mental health worker this afternoon.

need to talk about outstanding payments

We couldnt handle any more FB right wing news - too stressy. We deleted like 20 pages last night. Now bout all we have is a pregnant giraffe roaming around in it's stall. Will April give birth already!

[bornunderabadsign]

Living life in pieces is tough. Too tough sometimes.

[amandalouise]

trying to get un buried from our cities recent snow storms and power outages. the city is waking back up

we're not doing well in the slightest,

both in the emotional sense (very depressed at the moment), but also very switchy and remembering things we don't want to remember

[childofchaos831]

Been having trouble staying present lately... a lot... anytime I am front I just want to sleep, pretty much... so tired... and I'll just start to go all spacey and zone out... missing time quite a bit recently...

[Claritytoo]

met with a new psychiatrist last week. Started my step down from xanax. The first and second days were agony but I feel better today. It will take me 6 weeks to finally be off xanax. I had to increase my zoloft in order to guard against really severe depression. So far so good.

[iv.getmenott]

Well, here I am. It's taking me awhile to find a group for this, I know I should be somewhat happy but it doesn't change the situation. I have to what I know 4 alters. I really don't know how to deal with all this. I'm in a body I don't recognize. I'm around people I don't know and I feel lost.

hey iv.getmenott, welcome to the forum.

hopefully being here will help you make sense of it all

you've chosen really good place to start.

more depression, more flashbacks, more time loss, more imsomnia

this is our week.

[ACrystalGem]

Dissociated whilst exercising today. I usually have fun when I do zumba, and stay present. But I've started the Couch to 5K running scheme, and have found myself getting very upset every time I run. Today's run was supposed to be twenty minutes, but I found myself with a lot of time missing from my consciousness. I'm wondering if others feel like this when they exercise?

[Elishafh]

Originally Posted by kevin_pc

Slept good last night. Self-hating fragment is certainly present today but I'm not depressed enough to do anything. Trying to focus at work but having a hard time since it's just me and my dog here. I want to work and be productive (I'm a grad student) but it's like I fear success, whereas being a ****-up is comfortable and known. I think I'm feeling like I'm more in a mindset to work on articles and datasets, but there is this barrier still.

I hope everything ends up okay, Kevin! Tomorrow is a new day. Just keep smiling. x

hey Elishafh

welcome to psychcentral

I hope this forum helps you out

struggled with a lot of family stuff yesterday. (again)

well, mothers day is coming up really soon and it's a bad day for us.

really bad

[ACrystalGem]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

struggled with a lot of family stuff yesterday. (again)

well, mothers day is coming up really soon and it's a bad day for us.

really bad

The fact that it's Mother's Day in the UK, and a different Mother's Day in the U.S, means Social Media is VERY HARD right now. My mum was abusive as hell, but nobody wants to know about it - like only men can be violent/abusive to their kids or others. I hate Mother's Day. I just hope we can both get through it okay.

Originally Posted by ACrystalGem

The fact that it's Mother's Day in the UK, and a different Mother's Day in the U.S, means Social Media is VERY HARD right now. My mum was abusive as hell, but nobody wants to know about it - like only men can be violent/abusive to their kids or others. I hate Mother's Day. I just hope we can both get through it okay.

I hear you on this.

my family was the same as yours, my mother especially (really abusive)

I never even met my father anyway, but from what I've heard about him, not sure I want to

I had siblings, but they were also abusive.

when is mother's day in the US?. I thought they fell on the same day