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Old Jun 13, 2018, 08:19 PM
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I went to see my t today. I have been having alight panic attacks. It helps that I now know what is happening so I can talk myself out of them. After talking to my t I realize that I am worried about my adult son. My house was forclosed on so my son has to move out. This friday is his last day in the house. He said he will be living in his car. I can't help him. Even if i could he wouldn't let me. I want him to be safe and in a comfortable place. I am worried. My t thinks that that is most likely why I have been having such a difficult time recently.
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Old Jun 13, 2018, 09:20 PM
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I went to see my t today. I have been having alight panic attacks. It helps that I now know what is happening so I can talk myself out of them. After talking to my t I realize that I am worried about my adult son. My house was forclosed on so my son has to move out. This friday is his last day in the house. He said he will be living in his car. I can't help him. Even if i could he wouldn't let me. I want him to be safe and in a comfortable place. I am worried. My t thinks that that is most likely why I have been having such a difficult time recently.
My son did the same...what happened to this generation? Surviving is cramping their style.. my son turns 20 in September when school starts (got funding)....he don’t go..he be gone. Tough love.
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Old Jun 13, 2018, 09:29 PM
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I think my mind has fabricated all this DID crap. Sorry for being so flaky. I will assert control to overcome this fantasy learned mode of living....it just takes focus to beat this self-programmed fake mental mode of thinking belief.

After a few days deprogramming will be complete.

Dangers of self-diagnosing....you start believing what you think. The mind is an incredible influential organ....you put in crap you get crap back.

Time to climb out of this delusion....sorry for wasting everyone’s time.

See ya.

Somebody delete this account....it’s a fake facade online. Thank you.
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Old Jun 14, 2018, 06:46 AM
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How embarrassing....had to fight my way back. That was a strong part...very assertive and closed minded. He had us all blocked out. How he was is fading away....no telling when he’ll be back, but obviously he’s in denial.

That was stressful. He’s been here before- I’ll call him Reset because he keeps trying to reset our life according to the way he thinks.

We got a PC message in our email box that triggered our release....that was a hard toe curling switch....it all feels like a dream.

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Old Jun 14, 2018, 09:51 AM
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week's been quiet so far

honestly thought that quieter week would make calmer selves (especially after last week), but no still very much depressed and unable to function with most things
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Old Jun 14, 2018, 09:52 AM
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I'm still convinced the cat goes woof woof woof
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Old Jun 14, 2018, 07:47 PM
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Glad it is mostly summer I want my mind to stay full and emptied if that makes sense at all.
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Old Jun 15, 2018, 06:27 AM
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was able to shower today.

about the only thing I did get to do today.. depression isn't clearing up
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Old Jun 16, 2018, 06:39 AM
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We started this Intense Pulse Light (IPL) gadget to zap blue capillaries and control hair growth. It feels like a sunburn.

This is saturday and getting ready for work.
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Old Jun 16, 2018, 07:47 AM
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today the littles started their book.. the naughtiest girl.... I don't know what they think of it. don't like it as much as they thought I think
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Old Jun 16, 2018, 07:50 AM
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lots of time loss yesterday.

given up trying to put it all together.... blah
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Old Jun 16, 2018, 03:07 PM
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Yesterday, I used Revlon to dye my hair jet black the host is 40 Female!
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Old Jun 16, 2018, 03:14 PM
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Yesterday, I used Revlon to dye my hair jet black the host is 40 Female!
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Old Jun 16, 2018, 10:07 PM
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So freaken itchy....we shaved our body for Intense Pulse Light treatment for hair reduction/loss- now we have these rectangular marks all over our body that itches like a mofo...

Dang it...

Must be patient.
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Old Jun 17, 2018, 04:44 AM
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Great ,4:00 am and kid called about wrecking his car. He okay, car not. He never accepts responsibility for his actions...blames tires.

I know how he drives. I know better.

He called for tow truck.

He never got his butt up to get on lease. This apartment complex isn’t going to allow his wrecked car here.

Plus he now is stuck to lose job. He’s driving me crazy.
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Old Jun 17, 2018, 04:54 AM
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I hate today.

short of it is:

today in the UK is father's day, and I never met my dad- so it's always hard today.

not affecting me as much as previous years though, think I can put that down to being on the upswing.

but it's still difficult regardless
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Old Jun 18, 2018, 06:31 AM
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We spent Sunday getting the boys car towed to a garage, then he left with his friends for the day. Didn’t call our father mainly because he is the reason why we type on this page.
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Old Jun 18, 2018, 07:38 AM
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feeling mostly good today (even if a little bored)

difficult night yesterday though- issues with flashbacks and later on in the night a few mini seizures.

but quiet day today. staying inside- I need to get food for tonight... that's it.

weather is hot though, urg. I have the windows open though so should be okay
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Old Jun 18, 2018, 10:26 PM
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Life is itchy. Thanks IPL to my legs. I have red rectangular puffy marks on my leg like a zebra for a week now.
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Old Jun 19, 2018, 08:51 AM
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started off quite stable......

now quite switchy

just lost an hour, or part of an hour, or...... I don't really know
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Old Jun 19, 2018, 07:14 PM
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You know, I didn't put it together till now, that 2 nights ago when I had flashbacks of fear of my father, that it was father's day! klonopin ftw.
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Old Jun 20, 2018, 06:46 AM
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Eliminated most of the ugly off my FB feed. I’m so sick of hearing it on my t.v.
that I watch old reruns during the news hours.
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Old Jun 20, 2018, 07:09 AM
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AC2... I thought you'd quit facebook anyway

or maybe I read your other post wrong.

or looked too far in to it..
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Old Jun 20, 2018, 07:10 AM
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You know, I didn't put it together till now, that 2 nights ago when I had flashbacks of fear of my father, that it was father's day! klonopin ftw.


smileyface

I'm blonde and that's something I'd totally do even without the meds
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Old Jun 20, 2018, 07:12 AM
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okay day so far and feeling present

no flashbacks last night too, but did fail to get any rest which sucks a bit
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