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When/after admitting they are there?
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What i meant was stronger as in - more upfront? more set out for their time? their goals? even the clothes they want to where? more talkative....
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I did not notice that happening for me but maybe some others have. For me, I did become more aware of losing time and became more observant about which part was active during that time by looking around me and seeing what had changed.
I'm trying to think. It might be that I thought they were more active, but when it does come down to it, I think I just became more aware. Maybe that is what is happening for you? ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Ya, like becoming more aware make sense, like hearing what they want too instead of just screams or nothing before that. I don’t get it, how can I go so long feeling like I’m not normal, that part of me struggles with part of me but never ever thinking this is what it was, course I didn’t know anything about it except a name and that people faint or black out when they have DID/MPD, until T told me. So he tells me that my screaming parts are really parts, ugh. Blah blah and then to see what they want- I do that, and Sheesh will this ever calm down? I have so many kids, I sure don’t need chatting in my brain on top of it and whats more a problem is the going from one state to another and really trying to remember what I last felt, It’s getting harder the more aware I am because I’m trying to stay me. One really good thing tho is that my family life might stay my family life, cause I from the back of angry side can say stop and now ‘sometime’ that side will listen( except rants some weird stuff), I have to find a way to reach out to sad me next, ahhh. ( that is scary)
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yes they do.
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I am a retired granny living on the washington coast. I am really into digital photograhy and full time caregiver for my husband who is diabled nam vet with parkinsons, heart disease and diabetes. I am cult survivor with mpd/did and have been in therapy for almost 30 years. |
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