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Oct 16, 2008, 11:25 AM
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I just, don't know what to do anymore
everything is just a mess I can't seem to get through a single night without freaking out and switching Fern made a bunch of drawings last night, they scare me, just the reality of it I guess, I know that seems silly, because Pip draws, and journals, but....Fernfox is a whole new situation, she is so little so scared and hurting, and I don't know how to help her.... she is also angery, and somewhat dangerous, do to the fact that she gets aggressive and punches things, bites, or rips things up, or if her anger is bad enough she will harm the body. She has broken a finger of the bodies by punching a coke machine, and last night she scartched up the bodies hand. I'm just so frightend, so scarred, I guess after last night's huge meldown, I am starting to realize just how real and serious this all is, I was kinda of in denial for so long, and, I was trying to deny it, convince myself it was all lies, but...I can't rember last night, I mean, I've had time lost before, but not that severe and not for that long a time. Just scarred, and needing comfort... |
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Oct 16, 2008, 01:20 PM
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I'm sorry Silver....
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Oct 16, 2008, 01:34 PM
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(((( Silversparrow ))))
Can you put in a call to your T or P-doc? Maybe they can help you pinpoint what is triggering all the switching. Sometimes having them explain the diagnosis again, can help make things less scary. I think when we're dx'ed (with any diagnosis) we're usually in such a bad place, or like you said, in total denial, that it's hard to wrap our brain/s around it. Hope you feel better soon.
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Oct 16, 2008, 05:45 PM
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(((((((((((silver))))))))) it is so very painful and confusing when we dont know why. speak with your T hunny and maybe she can help you find the answer that you seek. always know that we are here and all you need do is seek and you will find. take good care of yourself and remind yourself of the things that you need. stay safe hunny  mandyxx
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Oct 16, 2008, 06:03 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((silver))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Sending hugs love you sweetie ..... tc, Jinny xoxooxoxoxo 
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Oct 16, 2008, 09:38 PM
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(((((((((((((((((Silversparrow))))))))))))))) I'm so sorry you are struggling. Stress causes me to lose more time too. Sometimes it feels like some days just have more triggers than others too. I hope things calm down for you soon.
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Oct 16, 2008, 10:57 PM
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(((((silversparrow)))))
i used to deny it a lot. denial is also one way we used to help ourselves survive. but now, denial is getting in the way of the help u need. as scary as fernfox's drawings are please remember they are about bad times YOU ALREADY SURVIVE ONCE!!! SO, that means it is your history, not your today. your T can help you do the work of healing and IT WILL GET BETTER. people here care and will listen to all of you. YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS TIME and YOU WILL GET BETTER. keep coming back and talking it out. i will listen too! leslie's pixie family
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