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i just relapsed today. is it wrong that it felt good? i feel so much better. i dont even think it's the weight anymore... im 5'4'' and weigh 110 now and i am not liking that... but i dont think thats what made me resort to purging again. i was doing well according to my doctor... she was going to let me start working out more often and i feel like a failure! but i did feel better after i did it! is that sick or what? =(
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I'm sorry you relapsed. Keep trying though. It's so easy to get back into something once you've done it again, especially when it felt good. It's not sick that you felt better afterwards. I know it's hard, but it wouldn't be an addiction if it was something easy to quit.
All I can say is keep trying and try to stay safe If you ever need to talk feel free to pm me ((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
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Hello Musik.
I am very sorry that you relapsed, but you have also done very well up to this point, and you can do better again if you want. I am glad that you are seeing a Dr and that you are reaching a goal to be able to work out again. That is a very good accomplishment. Please stay safe and take one day at a time. Soidhonia
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