useless

i ASKED for help. my mother and my girlfriend.
my mom said no. she cant afford it and i dont have health insurance

No One is going to take my cry for help seriously unless im emaciated and passed out on the floor with my wrists bleeding aparently.

so i guess instead of asking, or even demanding help, ill do just that. become emaciated so SOMEONE will listen and give me the help im begging for.

if i have to live like this, i dont want to be alive.
i feel like giving up and giving in. its just not worth the fight anymore.

there's got to be a better way.
what resources are there still left to check???

Hi :
I am brand new, I know nobody here, I don't necessarily have any answers, but just wanted to say that you are not alone. Your last two sentences mirror my own thoughts daily.
I am sure this is not much help, but wanted you to know at least you are not alone in feeling fed up.
I am here, if you need somebody.

((((((((((((wishfulmuscle)))))))))))))))))

I hate the financial reasons people can't get help!

You're a student, right? Does your school have any resources or contact info for places that might help out if you're financially not well off, or a student rate?

Please don't give up, you're worth fighting for.

please search the internet for support groups in your neighborhood. I found one for $10. per week and if I couldn't have afforded that, it would have been ok. There are YMCA programs that sometimes offer free counseling, as do local colleges. Even Churches. Anything. But slitting your wrists is definitely not the answer. YOu can beat this but not by yourself. And if no one is willing, you need to search for help for yourself. Also check out Eating Disorders Anonymous, they run meetings all over the country.
Don't give up.