update * warning could definitely trigger****

i am really fighting with myself right now with my eating problems..... i have not been able to eat more than 600 calories a day for the last week anytime i eat more than 600 calories i end up purging ..... i strongly believe that i don't deserve to eat and even though people are telling me otherwise i can't seem to accept it .....i have lost 7 lbs in about a week and i know that isn't healthy but i don't seem to care it makes me happy because i want to disappear and loosing 7lbs means i am a tiny bit closer to disappearing...... there is a small part of me that wants to fight this and be healthy for the people i love..... but i feel like i am losing and i feel like i am sinking in the bottom of the ocean kind of ....... every attempt i have taken at eating healthy has failed ..... i don't know what to do......

Ginnie~

Hon I think you do know what to do. But scared to. I think it would be in your best interest to go to the hospital. They can help you thru this by talking things out and teaching you how to eat better for yourself. I really hope you will see soon that your a very deserving person of all good things in life. As each and every person here is. My thoughts are with you and sending you safe hugs too. Please do what is right for you ok?

((((((((((((((( Ginniesky))))))))))))))))))))

Hugz
Beth

Dear Ginnie,

There is a sweet, innocent, little girl, domiciled within you. She needs to be nourished, as well as loved. She doesn't want to disappear. She wants to thrive. She wants to be loved. Please love her, and take care of her. She deserves your love, and your care.

Larry

(((((((((((All of Ginniesky))))))))))))))



Sweetie, my friend, you really need to consider getting more help for this then what you're currently getting. I know I'm selfish, but I don't want you to disappear! I love hearing from you no matter what.

Please try to eat a bit more. Talk to your T, and be safe.

Love you lots, PM me ok?