How do you REALLY feel today???

Ok proud I managed today but really anxious about tomorrow. I get myself into a state every Monday morning, but don't know how to stop it.

Stressed, overly stressed. Just living by the present. So many plans in life but don't know where to start.

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like a zombie. I think I look like one, too.

Fairly well rested??? This is a strange feeling...

I feel rough as heck. Monday as usual.

Tired, and nervous.

I feel unstable and awful and gross.

Right now I feel pretty harmonious, just went swimming. But I also feel a bit annoyed that T is sick this week as well (she cancelled our last meeting eue to sickness). Haven't seen her for two weeks and don't have any upcoming appointment...

I also feel very very sad, kind of a deep down feeling which takes the edge off of every other feeling. My grandparents are selling a house in which I pretty much grew up in during every summer when I was young. That house is my haven, my paradise and safe place (except for the spiders though...). It feels terrible but I know the situation isn't working - my granddad pays good money every month just to keep the house there, empty. God. I don't know if I am going to go back there one last time or not... will I be able to cope with that without a total breakdown?

Worried and Anxious.

I'm feeling a bit uninspired because I just finished a big project at work. I have to find a new focus which is not easy for me.

Nervous about my drive to the airport in Atlanta tomorrow.

Bit anxious here... about old "bad" memories coming back maybe its a good thing and maybe I am finally able to comprihend Not easy. Hugs

I feel crappy, mad at the world, and don't much care about anything or anyone. I thing I am just going to go hybernate and isolate, so I don't go and do something stupid and get in trouble. I know this feeling will pass, just a matter of when.

Lonely...Sad...I have baby blues. I just want to have a baby of my own to love and spoil. Even though I'm only 22, most people I know are having kids and getting engaged and here I am never having a boyfriend in my life lol. Everybody I know is happy as hell with their little families and I'm just miserable sitting in my bedroom all day looking like a homeless piece of crap.

tired and jangled.

feel all alone, utterly alone

"Things are gonna slide ... slide in all directions ... won't be nothin' (won't be nothing") you can measure any more ...
The blizzard (the blizzard) of the world has crossed the threshold and it's overturned the order of the soul ..."
==Leonard Cohen

I am feeling really sleepy right now. However, earlier I was feeling very lonely, and negative. I have been walking around all day with question marks above my head not about my work, no more about my life right now. Feeling a little restless too. Not sure what to do or when to do it.

bit calmer today - thank goodness!!!!

too much s hit in the garbage can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

horrible, frustrated, annoyed and pissed off (work-related)

AWAKE.. I slept all day again even though I slept all night last night.. for reason I feel very sleepy during the day, I go to take a nap and wind up sleeping all day. I wish I had more to do so that wouldn't happen.

I slept all day too but I am an insomniac so my hours are all twisted around...It's a royal PITA.

Yes, I have insomnia too. I tend to be more energized at night and have a really hard time turning my brain off. I've been taking melatonin but I still feel tired after I wake up. : / Do you take any sleep aids?