How do you REALLY feel today???

Our systems are down and I am bored $#!tless!

A mix of feeling accomplished and annoyed. I'm working on cleaning my apartment and feel accomplished and good about what I have done so far, but at the same time I look around and am overwhelmed with how much there is still left to do. Which in turn annoys the heck out of me. But I just keep trying to remind myself I have cleaned the bathroom top to bottom and I folded all of my laundry.

Exhausted.

I'm relieved that I finished all my mid-terms.

vaguely unwell, tired and anxious, headachy

A bit irritated.... but thats normal for pikku

Feeling accomplished and annoyed. I've cleaned the bathroom and folded all my laundry (ok, minus the sheets) and feel great about that, but when I look around I'm overwhelmed by how much cleaning I have to do. And that is just plain annoying.

I have a pain in the neck. I'm okay, just going to have to figure out what to do alone for the next few hours. My son has gone with his dad, but at least he called and has a cellphone and should be fine. He came home fine before, so I'm not gonna worry.

Annoyed, frustrated.

low and helpless.........

Alone, without an identity, lost

in pain, tired of the same old same old and tired because I haven't had much sleep, numb, and sore

Tired, lonely & confused

I am feeling exhausted. Just did some therapy and I am completely cried out. I do feel lighter from it too!

Like I might be having another episode and may need to go to the hospital.

Actually slept without meds last night!!!!!!! Lets hope this keeps up!!!!!!

Tired and just meh.

I feel off my rocker...or if I am really doing good but I feel as though I am off my rocker

Very irritable.

I have been sad quite a bit....just lamenting my actions and assessing all the damage caused. I am better friends with my ex now than when we were together, which is sad, because for years we had the best time.

Nervous to the point of feeling like I need to hurl.

kinda down and anxious. I have to talk with my PDOC and tell him why I won't take the lithium he wants me to take. He told me everyone has lithium in their bodies, it's a salt. after taking it and feeling the side effects(a low dose 450mgs- he wants me to take 900mgs) I decided it is not for me.

I'm down today, just like I was yesterday. Got back yesterday evening from a business trip to Nashville. That was a nice trip. Got back in time to go to the weekly prayer meeting. I got to see him too, but not for as long as I would have liked.

Angry. Trying to make some decisions about my future and just realizing once again the extent of the damage done to me growing up, and how it's contributed to a sense of not knowing who I am or what I want. It's frustrating. I feel frustrated, stuck, bleh.

I feel fiercely determined to make today a Good & Productive day. Bring it on baby...

I have a line from a song by Don Henley running through my head ~

"I will not go quietly, I will not lie down." Wish me luck...