How do you REALLY feel today???

I am REALLY just damn tired of hurting and....just tired of being sad too. I am not suicidal...never have been...but damn its just gotta get better then this doesn't it?
And where the hell does a 47 year old man go to find love again? SERIOUSLY!!!
Craigslist is just stupid (here anyway) and I am not paying $30 for some dating site. I just feel so awkward and lost and lonely.
Damn I just need the love of a good woman...I promise I wont fu@# it up this time!!
And I gotta clean up my language, get back to Church where I belong...it's all just so much and so hard...why couldn't I have been one of those "take no prisioner" kind of guys who have awesome jobs with awesome incomes and big families....oh just nevermind. I have NEVER been happy with my life.
It's not having what you want, it's wanting what you have, right?!?

Angry, sick, and most days think this is it, life is never going to get better.
I can hear the frogs out there, it is a nice sound, knowing its spring. Just try to stay positive and ignore the fact that everything is falling apart.

Started out sleep then anxious, then sluggish and now ok

Better now than before. nervousness is gone. Replaced by wandering thoughts and boredom. hmmm

Rebellious.
I've come to the decision that it's time to just let myself be angry, dammit.
Can't move on til I do.

Stressed out. Finances suck.

Ok but the pain is worse.

I feel okay today. Funny how just admitting things and letting them be can have that affect.

A bit ansy... first time in about a week.... kind of like running in circles!!!!! This too shall pass

Fell apart today..I feel like I completely lost my identity and have zero control over my emotions. I can't even take a shower because I'm struggling to take a deep breath

Euphoric!

Frustrated, tired, wishing my oldest would call me, and my youngest would listen to me. Hoping things will get better soon.

Feeling kind of out of it right now. Just ate lunch and my system totally crashed. Hasn't happened in a while.

To be totally transparent and honest...
I feel morally bankrupt; like I have no soul or can't feel my soul. I am in this sort of spiritual haze where I know I have done things that are morally incorrect...according to my beliefs...and it's like I can't get any relief. And instead of running toward what I believe...I run just close enough so that I can see it...and then something distracts me and I follow that instead. It's a mouse wheel...I always seem to end up right back where I started.
Please God help me...and have mercy on my soul!

I'm feeling down and I want to go on a hike but I can't make myself go out of my house.My husband always h arrases me to go by myself.my medication is affecting my mood and I feel like a nothing.

exhausted and sad...like I have no life force. just empty.

Empty. Bored. Depressed. Agitated. Lonely. I should really just beeline straight for the bed, because I can't trust myself to stay up right now.

Sinus headache!!!!!!

just a little tired. I will get better before the end of the day I believe.

My legs hurt, rheumatoid arthritis, feel hurt, but don't know why

hey its weekend .....(that says it all.) smile

I'm tired and worried. I smile at everyone but inside I feel plain, useless, and I'm feeling as though my troubles are piling up again even though it's Friday (I'm depressing, aren't I? But that's how I really feel)

tired, bored

Sick of having constant migraines. Always interferes with my life.

I feel like I'm spireling downward and that there's nothing I can do about it. I've also started clinging to others and it's obvious they're sick of me too.... I just want to believe in and have a little confidence in myself. I feel like I've lost all of that in the last few months.