How do you REALLY feel today???

Pretty pissed off considering I just wasted 2 hours of my life for nothing....

I thought of you the other day
How worlds of change led us astray
Colors seem to fade to gray
In the wake of yesterday...
You looked into my eyes
You had me hypnotized
And I can still remember you

I had a dream of you and I
A thousand stars lit up the sky
I touched your hand and you were gone
But memories of you live on...

You looked into my eyes
You had me hypnotized
And I can still remember you
Those moments spent together
Promising forever
And I can still remember you

Do you ever think of me
And get lost in the memory
When you do, I hope you smile
And hold that memory a while...

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Slightly calm for once. I quite like this new T. He makes me feel relaxed. What a crazy thought.

That was great Q!

Depressed and exhausted, unfortunately.

Incompetent and worthless.

stupid and scaired

Stressball. I really want (need) to go to the spa for the full treatment ...luxury shower, white plush robe with slippers, some time in the quiet room with cucumber water, euc oil scrub followed by waterfall cleansing showers, soothing, hydrating facial and 90 minute head to toe deep tissue massage. And a good cry.

A ride home with a complimentary bottled water. Folllowed up with lots of pure lemon water and a long nap

The most relaxing, cleansing, awesome way I know for a day of bliss. To totally destress.

Excited

Well i come to conclusion iam no longer depressed i graduated from depression and get to next level ..Crazy.. yep... My brain keep telling me crazy thing my body aching like crazy yet i think i feel okay

I don't know what most of that is, but anything that includes a full body massage sign me up! Do they have coffee too?????

My cousin had a baby boy today and he was so big 10lb

I have lifted myself up from yesterdays blip

I feel my motors going... What project will a attack first?

10 lbs!
Did the father survive for doing this to her?

i'm dizzy!!!!!

Some hard pushing I can imagine

Yeah nearly all the time now

and just the water to keep one company; when I hear my shower, it calms me somewhat.

Not good but not terrible. Got too tired yesterday and slept till almost 3pm today. Which means I'm late taking my daily poison and will pay for it
Also means I miss most of the day and won't get any meaningful work done

My roommate ate the food I got for myself last night and drank the entire 2 liter I got for myself.

Nobody ever asks me for permission to take or use anything. And I'm sick of it.

Now I don't get to eat today. And I wanna cry.

Today was good, did enough things including going to chat room.

Teehee...not at the spa. It would be a little counterintuiative...the good news! Bux right across the street.,.on both corners. Down the street and on the route home!

Wow! Congrats to your family Mommy and baby doing fine, dear ((((BC))))?

Little PO'ed.... forgot to take my meds again last night!!!! ghrrrrr

I woke up scared again, just curled up in a ball and rocked for a while. I did go to church and got some real hugs. It's been a long winter. We have to have a usable car, it's 20 miles to the nearest store.