Checking in (How do you feel today)? #3

I feel very medicated.

Been a good day, Managed to get some housework done what I have been putting off all week

Time to share one of my cute pics

Just got home from working at a Bah Mitvah for a sweet sweet girl named Cassie.
Here 12 hours later and I feel fine...like whoopie fine, like yee-haw fine.
Yippie!

I feel a little perkier, now that Buttercup shared the cute beach puppy pic!

Exhausted!!!

My head hurts...

CRAZY SENSITIVE!!! I hate being overly sensitive...it always messes things up at work.

I feel fearful that I will have to increase my meds again and I hate taking what I have to take already.

I'm not feeling anything as far as I can tell, but today is a pretty good day.

for one in a long time i can say i feel at this moment OK, ups and downs all day usually all day although

I'm slow starting but I did get the kitchen cleaned up a bit and make breakfast for my family.

In my little hole, dark and deep where I feel safe....yet again.

Per usual, I am lethargic. I don't feel like doing anything. This is a huge problem. I have to learn to like my life. Until I do, I will have no reason for existing. Tomorrow, I see my MD about being treated for low testosterone. I don't think I can tolerate the treatments because I already have a heart condition. It appears that I may have had low t for many years as I have never been able to put on muscle easily. I am also concerned about the side-effects of the medications used to treat low t.

I am so angry at medication. I had a beautiful life when I was medication free for about 7 years. Now, I am on 5 medications, and levels are being raised or combinations being experimented with, or combination side effects are showing, or raising dosages of one to offset the influence of another. I AM FED UP WITH PILLS!!! I either want to flush them all or take them all. I am tired of this experiment I feel I am in again. I was like this once before when I was between 11 and 12 and I can't remember anything in my life then because they had me so drugged. I don't want to get back to this again.

Yesterday was long and stressful but needed. All the ceiling cornices were ripped down and replaced as there wasn't a single inch of the old stuff that sas touching the wall. I've had dust and insulation falling out of the ceiling for 3.5yrs and it's finally fixed! But it also means a lot of clean up, which I'm about half way through, and attempting to organise alternative accommodation when they get the painter in.
So stressed about it all but I know it's going to be such a relief once it's all finished- less cleaning to be done and hopefully my health will improve, at least a little bit. I just have to keep reminding myself of that.

((((everyone))))

Ok, Let's have some cuteness again

Sexually frustrated

Still dragging, but I got some laundry done. I made cookies for my brother's birthday and took them over with a card. I got to town and picked up more milk. It's been snowing a little bit and I cleaned off the ramp and car.

have a good day everyone

Just got off work from night shift and relaxing. Eating some breakfast, and happy I do not work tonight.

Planning on doing some housework today.
Doing the kids bedding

I am truly surprised that one of the dogs actually got up on the top bed instead of just crawling in with the other dog on the bottom. I would have thought getting on the top one would have been a challenge.

I feel like a ball of happiness. Okay, not really.

Extremely bored.

same old crummy bleus.....just a diffrent day of it...........