Daily Comments #6- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

What have I gotten myself into?

I am going to see a career counselor today @ 3:30 PM. She is going to ask me why I have not been job hunting. I am going to tell her that I have given up on my life. There is no sense in denying it. I have taken all that I can and the years of abuse have taken their toll. The years of abuse have made me sick - both physically and emotionally. I am not bouncing back this time.

The day started out with me stressed out over a call I had to make (which as far as I know has turned out well) and then even better with success over a challenge to empty out my Expedition (I am moving) then all hell broke loose over something as simple as a transfer of service with the frickin power company. They are...lets just say I am for ending Power Co. Monopolies now.
Have to rebound quick...shower, pick up my baby girl from school, swim practice etc etc.
I will live....

Reminds me of the charming nurse that told me "You better hold still or this is going to tear"

Or the nurse who told me to stop being a baby...it doesn't hurt that much!(chest pains...couldn't breathe)

I spend a lot of time entering accurate information and nice screenshots in an effort to fully explain what I have done in regards to a case I work on. SOME of my counterparts don't read any of it and look at the "Subject" in the case notes and re-assign it back



Pictures, arrows and the name of a user as an example to copy

This guy is in IT (Level 3)

Buttercup

Your cute picture derailed the rant I was trying to stay in

It's mating season for the giant red-tailed hawks, and they are soaring around our buildings flying into the windows...crash!! and then soaring away. Unharmed.

Not great for my nerves.

They are tough little dudes, though.

I'm just having a really bad day. My head is pounding, my heart is beating so fast, I can't breathe. I don't know what's going on. This is just too much to deal with.

Missing people I barely know and have no right to miss....

Thinking life brought be back here to realize that here really is not so bad....Granted I should move along from here but here is where home has been and I should appreciate it more now than ever....the faster I am aware of the here and now and relish in its moments and make the best of every second the faster it will become easier to be happy no matter where I am at any time....

Four hours of sleep last night, and the night before come to think of it, and I'm having trouble getting sleepy????

I must be feeling better, cuz I got things to

Let them fly, Beauflow

A place where occasionally perceptions of truth violently collide and aggression stomps on empathy, tolerance and support.

Things that make me crazy: following a blizzard, the City announces to stay home for the morning. Roads are closed; cabs are off the road. Yet, the government offices where I work? Open.

Fail...

I can soooo relate but at least I slept like a log last night from pure exhaustion... four days of no sleep and I turn into an emotional zombie monster Hope you can take naps

I am ok but going to new T doc and nervous

This daylight savings time thing....ugh. Even the birds are still asleep

I hate daylight savings. I really hate waking up in the dark!

I did not know life existed other than in the dark?

I know how you feel

I would like something to go right in my life - for just once.