Daily Comments #8 - Just a place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

I can't concentrate on my studies right now. My head is all over the place and I have 100 pages to read by Monday.

I don't know why you need to be in their life. I can't handle this

I had a great chat with my friend at work. I'm not bad after all. However, when I do want to say something. I have this excitement and urge to keep talking. I feel like I fidget a lot even though I'm confident with what I want to say. It's sad kinda, I have to learn how to live all over again.

Oxygen is the third most abundant element in the universe and makes up nearly 21% of the earth's atmosphere. Oxygen accounts for nearly half of the mass of the earth's crust, two thirds of the mass of the human body and nine tenths of the mass of water.

I'm not overweight, I just inhale too much oxygen!

I'm just so glad it's Friday

I don't see the point of me having periods every month if I'm not going to have children. I'm too unattractive to have "it". Maybe I should have that thing done where they snip the thing so I can't have children, they should take the whole thing out. I'm not a woman, I'm a monster. Over the years, too many people have treated me and convinced me that I shouldn't be here.

Thank goodness for Tim's (Canadian coffee chain and addiction centre)

Dental appointment..check...doc appointment for quit smoking stuff...check....auto body appointment to replace headlight they screwed up....check...therapy appointment.......gah! Will do it tomorrow demmit.....

in my life i rarely felt sorry for the things i did and then when it haunts me i regret it. sometimes i feel completely justified and that i should be the one to be apologized to. im being honest here and this is how i feel.

Some people don't deserve all of that attention...

I don't actually care if I don't have much friends. I wish he stop starting on me. I swear he does it to annoy me. Then he goes and blames me for it! He knows I get annoyed easily. He just loves it. I thought he "loved" me. It's not true. I ended up punching my pillow because I was so annoyed.

It's so hot here in the UK that there have been reports of the roads melting!

I feel accomplished, this morning. Granted, what is up with waking up in the 4am hour, lately, but anyways. Bills for the month, completed! Until next month, LOL.
Worked on the community website and finally got around to updating it, and added some links, definitely something I just don't always find time to do, but I'm caught up, until the season begins. Lest, something newsworthy comes out.
Still, need to clean the bathroom and the dining table, but hey...it's still early!!

I'm so worried that I will keep losing friends. I can talk to people but I'm not great at making friends. I can't live my life the way people can. I'm such a bad person but truly deep inside, I want to be a good person but I can't.

yeah I've heard about that too. I live in the UK and I read in the newspaper, this week it might be 31C. I wish it could cool down a bit.

Weak! You are weak!

Well, I don't mean to gloat really! But I was given an early Xmas pressie today! A new (2nd hand) laptop, an HP Pavilion dv6 laptop!

I feel so tired all the time. I wish I would sleep.

Please don't talk to me if you want to annoy me. I've had enough of it.

I hate when someone gets mad at you for not saying hello when they didn't give you a chance too before they started whining about it......

I am positive that I could of fried an egg on a car today it was so hot.

I've come to ask myself the most interesting question ever: Does being american have to be white? What does it mean to be born and raised in the U.S.? Gosh, sometimes when you say things like oh i want to fight for my country, others will object to that and say,"What do you mean, your country?"

sometimes i wonder why is there such a divide between nurses and doctors.. like the doctors are too arrogant to know the nurses' names.. and the nurses are too afraid to approach the docs... just a random thought.

So I have an article on being passive aggressive and, reading the partial list of things that make you PA, I am 7 out of the 10 listed.
It's nice to know and understand who and what you are....changing for the better of yourself and your family is another story altogether.

Yeah I know, everything is my fault. It wasn't my fault that my friend made me feel bad by telling me that I don't care. I cannot stand all these insults that people have said to me. I cried myself to sleep last night. I thought to myself, with all these things that people have called me, how can I be living? Sometimes, I wish I was numb inside then I wouldn't respond to their nastiness. If there is a someone out there looking out for me, please look after me. I'm not perfect and I'm filled with hurt and pain, no wonder I keep messing my friendships up. How can I be perfect as people want me to be when I don't have this true happiness or whatever? I don't feel like eating today so I won't. I don't deserve to eat after my friend's ex have called me fat.