Daily Comments #8 - Just a place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

Countdown to shift time and then off for two days. Can't wait to get this over with.

I am still looking for work. I had another interview today and if I don't get the job all I can say is I sure am getting good at interviewing. I felt so comfortable compared to when I started this new job search. I have my fingers crossed something positive will happen seems everything has been going wrong lately.

at times I don't feel like I'm understood.

One day when I was talking to my seventh grade art teacher about an incident during school hours, he asked me if I was speaking English. I was like,"That's like the only one I speak."

I feel like I want to change my eyes to blue. If there's a procedure, i would go for it so long as it's not risky.

Color contacts

Zucchini bread...zucchini muffins...zucchini-bran muffins...zucchini casserole...zucchini soup...zucchini lasagne...zucchini pudding...zucchini crisp....uh...that's about it.

I don't want to end up in the hospital again :_(

I dont want you too ethier.......

Not being sad doesn't equate to being happy.

same old ****, different day... different year... frick-- different people. I think that says either something about society or about this job.... I hope it says something about the job, and not society but yet I have my doubts too.. feeling- distressed, want to leave earth, and have no chance of ever having piece of mind.

I'll take any or all of this...mmmm

There is also zucchini crust for pizza, yum.

Today is gonna be better than yesterday or at least I hope it will.
I am apprehensive about something...just have not figured out what it is yet.
I hate it when I get all "preminishion-ish" 'cause that means SOMETHING is about to happen!
Just hope I can handle it and it doesnt throw me into depression...err...deeper depression.

Today is an anxiety, depressed, lay around and sleep all day kind of day.....

Lordy it's hotter than Vulcan here in London

It better not be like this for much longer -- i'm not built for it and i'm struggling to cope

Maximum respect for my American peers though

Oh, they are doing yard work again, I should be thankful I went to bed early at least I got four hours of sleep

Sigh, it's too hot to do yard work take a break guys

It's tuesday and I have had the only private time by the pool that I am gonna get.

Why do I get pizza cravings only after delivery hours have ended?

Staff with the RCMP, the Department of Natural Resources, Newfoundland Power, Bell Aliant and at least two volunteer fire departments have been called to respond to a fire in Nicky's Nose Cove this evening.
According to reports, a fire that started in a shed in the community — located of Route 391, near Harry’s Harbour — spread to a wooded area behind the shed and then to the nearby home.
According to a government official, five hectares have burned and six forest fire personnel are on the scene.
No injuries have been reported.

This is the place I am named after.

Hopefully they were able to control the fire????

I have spent the last two days making perogies. No, I am not kidding. So now we have about 7 dozen cherry perogies and 5 dozen mushroom perogies. I am...exhausted. But it's so nice to have food in the freezer that hasn't been processed to all hell.

I don't really feel like going to class tomorrow...

Grrrrrrrrrrr! Why does everything have to happen all at once? I need vacation!

I hope this heat doesn't increase. When I do yoga, I sweat. I don't normally sweat during yoga. The weather is lovely but it doesn't have to be near 29 Celsius, which is really hot for me.

My daughter does not want to go to summer camp as the older girls said she is annoying.
Those mean girls wont be there for PJ day tomorrow, so she wants to skip today and go tomorrow.
Seems reasonable to ME but of course her mother wants to push her to go. It's one day.
But I suppose at the same time its a growth opportunity as she can go and just ignore them.
That is hard to do when you are an only child whose parents are getting a divorce.
My daughter is a head strong kid who likes what shes like and doesnt like what she doesnt like.
I want to be sure that I give her encouragement and confidence, not have her feeling like I am pushing her to go to get her out of the house for a few hours.
Ugh...some days this whole parenting thing is so emotionally taxing.

Tests came back "mildly positive" on AntiNuclear Antibodies (ANA) tests. This indicates that I am likely in early stages of joint pain that is leading into rheumatoid arthritis and/or development of lupus or sjogren's syndrome which my mom has. I am relieved it showed results because it gives answers to all of this joint pain I have been feeling. The doc is referring me to a specialist which will not be available for about three months just due to shortage of docs in her field.

Overall, I am pleased something showed and something is now being done and it shows I am not paranoid