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May 02, 2007, 07:05 AM
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Around lunch hour yesrteday my father in law passed away, He had water on his lungs.
I have never been one to cope with lose let alone death. I feel very empty, lost and alone. I also feel very angry. Although my ex husband an I are not talking at this point in time he could of at least let me know that his father died. I had to hear and learn about it from my fifteen year old son who learned it from a friend of mine. Other then feelong really angry with the ex I don't know how else to describe how I feel. I just want to shut down inside until the pain goes away. I lost my own grandmother back in March of 2004 and only finally was able to cry for her April 4th of this year. I just hae to keep telling myself that I am a surviver and that I will get through this. But honestly I feel like I am lying to myself. |
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May 02, 2007, 08:22 AM
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My thoughts are with you! So sorry for your loss!
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May 02, 2007, 08:43 AM
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life...I am sorry for your loss. I know how you feel. I lost my ex father in law last year. He was a good man. Just know your father in law is in a better place and is no longer in pain and suffering.
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May 02, 2007, 08:59 AM
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Thank you I will do my best to think of it that way.
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May 02, 2007, 06:09 PM
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Hello Life.
I am sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself. Soidhonia
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The Caged Bird Sings with a Fearful Trill of Things Unknown and Longed for Still and his Tune is Heard on the Distant Hill for the Caged Bird Sings of Freedom |
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May 05, 2007, 08:17 AM
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I attended the Wake on Thursday evening. I knew it was going t be hard to see Leo lying in his coffin but I did not know that it would and was harder then I imagined.
I felt very cold to the touch,I could not stop shaking and when Leo's brother come over and took me by the are so I may pay my respects I cried the moment I looked at him. Actually I did more then just cry. I fell apart. I was so upset that I had to leave the viewing area and disappeared into the Chapel for little while. I found myself praying to God to keep Leo close and to help carry me though yet another downfall in my life. I myself chose that night that I would not be attending the funeral yesterday. I felt mentally I could not handle it. I was surprised my ex husband understood. I have my doctor looking into grievance counseling for me know. |
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