[January]

(((((((((( Tomi )))))))))))))

I'm so sorry you are hurting and have so many health problems. Maybe the Dr. will have some good ideas tomorrow.

Hugs,

Jan

[wickedwings]

((((septembermorn)))) i know the feeling of not having your body work right. even the brain. i wish i can simply jump start my brain with cables. lol. i hope things get better for you and that you will find a way to manage all those symptoms you have. being riddled with all those symptoms is nuts, i know. when i hit bottom with my depression last april, i was sore all over! yeesh, it was weird. anyway, all that went away over time. sometimes, you want to throw a fit at your body, huh? i know.

[bebop]

good luck at the dr today. (((hugs)))

[SeptemberMorn]

HAHA! If a good cussing out would help anything, I would have done it long ago! I might have even slapped myself around a few times. Unfotunately, I would have just caused myself more pain.

Been where you've been. When one hits rock bottom with depression, like the commercial says, EVERYTHING hurts! It can be a vicious circle, that's for sure!

I've gotta take a shower and get ready now. Even THAT hurts!

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{Be}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Thanks, Hon.

[SeptemberMorn]

Well, it's not the absolute worst, but it's not good, either. If my kidneys were flags, they'd be at half staff. They "look" good but they ain't workin'! Got some more tests to go through.

The nodule on the thyroid is one and a half centimeters. Will have to see an endocrinologist to do a biopsy.

She's pronouned me Diabetic even though my blood sugar isn't high. It could go there with the kidney failure.

It's not the thyroid that keeps me so tired and sleepy. It's all the toxicity in my blood from my half-assed kidneys.

[bebop]

did they do a kidney function test? I am sorry hon. what do they suggest to kick start them babies?

[SeptemberMorn]

They haven't suggested anything. Probably waiting until I have a 24 hour urine clearnace. Tomorrow, I pick up all my little specimen bottles and save every last drop. EEESH! Jerry's gonna love it! I have to keep it in the fridge. BARF!

I'm not afraid... I'm just really sad.

[SeptemberMorn]

They haven't suggested anything. Probably waiting until I have a 24 hour urine clearnace. Tomorrow, I pick up all my little specimen bottles and save every last drop. EEESH! Jerry's gonna love it! I have to keep it in the fridge. BARF!

I'm not afraid... I'm just really sad.

[January]

Oh Tomi.........

They have ways to make kidneys work. I've gone through a thyroid nodule biopsy so I can tell you about that. There's got to be meds out there to help you.

You're bound to be a little scared and I know you're sad. I'll be scared and sad with you.

Hugs,

Jan

[SeptemberMorn]

It's amazing, Jan. I'm really not scared. Everything looks different to me, though. I can't look at my garden enough! I've been watching my dog sleep. It's like I want to imprint these images in my brain. Don't know why. Pictures would probably be better, eh? I don't know...

[bebop]

tomi my dad only has one kidney and the function is only 30%. he is doing ok with that. will keep you in my prayers hon.

[SeptemberMorn]

That bit of news gives me a little bit more hope. Thanks, Be!

[bebop]

no thanks needed hon. I know it is scarey when you hear stuff like that. it is never easy.

[wickedwings]

((((tomi)))) i know exactly how you feel. it's only been a year since my docs started giving the possibilities of things that would give me horrible death, in terms of my mystery brain lesion. i was told that it could be a brain infection - the abscess kind, and possibly would need a biopsy of the brain lesion. it wasn't until the next month when i was finally diagnosed as having had a stroke. i know this feeling of sadness, as i did experience it as well. it's normal that you wanted to take in as much as you can to enjoy what you enjoy in life. pm me, if you need to....

(((((healing thougths for you)))))

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{WW}}}}}}}}}}}}} Thank you for the affirmation! It makes me feel better knowing that I'm not alone in experiencing this. I'm surprised it didn't throw me into a panic attack!

I'll certainly keep your offer in mind! Sometimes, there are things I don't want to share with Everybody, ya know?

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Freewill et all}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

[SeptemberMorn]

Really feeling like crap tonight. Everything hurts, especially my kidneys and I feel as if I might have a fever. Can't find the thermometer. Oh, well... Doesn't matter anyway...

[(JD)]

I found this on the net: The fast-and-dirty temperature check that kind-of works: put one hand on your forehead, and put the other on your chin at the same time. Then swap hands. If your forehead still feels hot, and significantly hotter than your chin, then there's probably something wrong and you should check by using a thermometer.



If you're feeling feverish you probably are. Drink more water and go to bed. Feel better soon.

[SeptemberMorn]

Must be feeling the temp of my hands... I think the right hand is cold? ... Hmmm... I had it figured out but now I don't remember what it was I felt.

I just got up. Don't want to go back to bed. ... Now that I think of it, doesn't sound like a bad idea, though.

[wickedwings]

(((((septembermorn))))) sending you good thoughts.

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{WW}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Thanks, Hon. This isn't fun. Wish they'd get it figured out.

[inkblot]

My kidneys don't work right and haven't for a while. I've been getting more renal pains again lately and they can hurt! My time is coming. Soon, I think.

Hugs to ya, baby!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{SeptemberMorn}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

[SeptemberMorn]

Oh, Inky! Get them taken care of! I have no problem with "my time coming" but I'm sure as hell not gonna just let it happen.

Get yourself to a clinic, Woman!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Inky}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}