[itsjustme111]

We got home about 3 hours ago from my son's appointment. His test went great. He only had his 4 hours of sleep which was perfect. He fell asleep which was the goal during the testing. The nurse thanked him for being such a wonderful young man. They will be calling with an appointment to see his doctor.

Before we headed back we took the kids for a late lunch. Shortly after we arrived at the resturant, I got so ill. The room started spinning and I felt extremely hot. I guess my face flushed and I did not make any sense when I tried to speak. My bf came over to my chair as he thought I was going to fall over. My body started leaning. I was in a total confused state. I could hear everyone and see them yet could not focus to say anything. This went on for about 5 minutes then I was able to talk properly. But then pain hit. My heart was ready to jump out of my chest, pains to go along with. My body felt like it had been in a wreck and I was suddenly drained of any energy.

So we got out of there after they had eaten and headed home. I was still in pain but my heart rate had slowed. I kept getting dizzy spells and I wanted to sleep so bad. I tried to rest but couldn't. My bf had reached over to put his sunglasses away in the "glove box" and accidently hit my leg. I screamed as it felt like someone had just dug into a huge bruise. I felt so bad, I startled him. I said sorry and told him what it felt like. And my left arm and right wrist feel like this as well. I am completly drained like I just ran around the world, absolutely no energy. I had a hard time putting things away when we got home.

Anyway, the heart rate is okay now, no chest pains. Just feel beaten up. Maybe lack of sleep?? I will keep an eye on things.

Justy

[nothemama8]

Sounds like you got overly stressed, worry over your son, being overly tired yourself, you just got hit with mother lode of stress and your body reacted, you'll do fine once YOU get a good sleep your stronger than you think {{{{{{{{Justy}}}}}}}
Angie

[itsjustme111]

I did get some sleep but still feel all beaten up. My heart rate went all wonky as the night went on. And its doing the same today.

I don't think I have any strength. I am out of fight...what more to say?

Justy

[silver_queen]

(((((((((((justy)))))))))))))) am so sorry you are feeling so bad

[itsjustme111]

Thanks silver. Sheet happens right.

Hope u are feeling well now silver. Take care!!

Justy

[wisewoman]

Justy, no lectures here. Just love. You know how I feel and where my concerns are. Please know you are loved and your life is important. It can change.

[itsjustme111]

I know ww and thanks for all the love and support u have given. And everyone here.

I have to kind of "disappear" for a while. I broke up with my bf today and have to figure some things out. Lots of stress in this house, and tears. I have to consider everyone that is in this mess as well. I think I am going to go see my old lawyer and give my ex a call. Just not sure what to say right now, but gathering my thoughts. We have to give notice to our landlord as neither of us will stay here. He tried to argue with me, but he is not happy, this is wrong.

I may hate life, doesn't mean everyone else has too. Enough of Justy being ill.

Take care, u are all loved very much.....

Justy

[wisewoman]

Justy, Please do nothing to endanger yourselves or the children. If Ex is abusive DO NOT LET HIM HAVE KIDS! I am so sorry you are going through all of this but you need to trust me when I say that if you just give in and get taken care of it will get better. You need to be in an inpatient treatment program now, not later and make sure the kids are safe. If you are more comfortable with the idea, in the us they have foster care that is voluntary when a parent needs to be hospitalized. It gets a bit tricky here though. You might look into it. Justy, You need to take care of yourself right now above all else. Please know that.

[itsjustme111]

(((((((((ww))))))))), look in general!!!

Thanks dear,

Justy